Candidly, I had a well prepare to face my result. I knew it'd be worst, I knew I'd let my family get disappointment and I'd get scold from them. Honestly, I hadn't any feelings like nervous my result anymore, I knew my standard, it won't drop and raise in SPM.
Well, uh, I asked Yang fetched me back. But, he turned the wrong way, so we planned to go Perfect Ice first. Alright, he said want to come my house to see laptop, yet, finally he didn't.
Mum, " Why he didn't want to see the laptop?"
I answered, " He looks doesn't has mood to see."
And so, my mum called her mum, "Yang doesn't want to see the laptop. Beside, you don't give too much stress for him. Later, you need to smile to face him, don't blame him, trying to comfort him yar. You can't give too much stress for him."
I was very surprised to hear it, it was from my mum's mouth. After she picked up the phone, I said, "Mum, this year got two people got 9As, the maximum one." (I wanted to continue to say) Yet, she said, "You can go in Form 6 is enough already. Don't think too much." I hushed and thought, "She is my mum??" I felt touch when heard it and I wanted to cry as those words. I didn't feel sad to my result, but I felt touch with her words. I knew she did the same way like she told my aunt (Yang's mum).
I thought she'd scold me... Perhaps, it's better if she scold or hit me like usual I got bad result. This is the first time she said so, I feel I'm useless and hate myself. Why mum want to give me comfort? But why not I gave her happiness and let her proud?
Sorry mum.
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