my idol

我可以直接的告诉你他不帅，可是他为什么会是我的偶像，我想那应该是缘分吧！不知道为什么妈妈会去买他的第一张专辑。第一次看他觉得他很像女生，只是喜欢他的歌的旋律和他的歌歌词很容易记得！

Isn't he handsome?

I only feels his smiling is look nice. 像福建华说的 "mai han dui ai sai, ai han dui kanasai"

Last week, Jocelyn said he is very geli.Okay, I won't care it.

对我而言偶像不是要帅的，而是要他的歌是自己喜欢的类型。

帅不能当饭吃！哈哈哈。。

His has a new album now which called 寂寞的瞬间。

I found that most of his songs is lonely one. There got a lot of new songs in this album.Well, I only heard some of it, some is nice, but some is not suitable for his style....

1)寂寞的瞬间

2)爱你胜过自己

3)男人不坏 (this is not suit for his style)

4)就是爱

5)我们都有错

6)说你也一样爱着我 (I love it much)

Absolute boyfriend

I watched absolute boyfriend (绝对男友) until ep 9.
(The movie that I introduce at last two blog post.)
If I'm not mistaken, the movie will end at ep 11.
Alright, the movie show that the robot had his own thinking already, but the robot didn't know.
By the way, the robot fall in love with girl (main character) indeed.
Unfortunately, the girl loves her boss, and her boss loves her too.
I don't know how to describe the movie as well, but I really feels touch for their love story.
hahaha...
Seem like a girl person.
It really is a nice movie for me, but for you, I don't know. hahaa

*cousins

Siblings, friends and cousins...
For me, I may arrange it as siblings, cousins and then friends.
Yeah, this three are the main for me (not including adults, hence that why I didn't use the word "family")
This few days I was be with my cousins.
Perhaps, I am always is the one who quiet at there, I had fun and chatted with them, just seldom.
I didn't know how to find topics, in case they got topics.
We had very long time didn't gather together already, I think it can counted by years.
I still can chatted with the cousins who live far away here or seldom to meet one.
But, the cousins who I meet everyday in school like Yang, Qi and Rou, I had just a little words to talk with them at there.
*Sigh.
Well, I don't know when we just can gather together as last few days since my grandma has passed away.
Last time, we will gather all is because of my grandma.
Harder.

Honestly, I didn't know how to answer the questions of examination today, there are no one of the subjects which I could make it as well!! As yesterday I had my nap, I was over slept until my mum woke me up at 8.00 p.m, asking me to take a bath, and then go to pray with her! @_@ +_+ Well, we went to there every years, this year too, and my parents force us to go. I knew my time is gone, because I can't even study at there, there is noise and many people there! Alright, don't mention it already, let's it pass! You know what? Yesterday, I prayed until I too touch, so I was tearing! LOL. It's mean there is too smoke, I wasn't over to pray yet because there is still got a lot of GODs, my mum force me to pray one! In fact, I would like to go there, but I dislike to use that ( I don't know what is it called) to pray, since I will tear will come out!

Recently, I watch a Japan movie which called "Absolute Boy-friend"/ 绝对男友! It's describing a girl has a robot boyfriend, he is perfect, he is seem like a normal person! Once, he knew his girl friend-the main character need a lot of money, he was going to work and earn money for her! He will save her when she is been bully! By the way, he knew how to cook and a lot, surely he look nice too! Beside this, the girl's boss, he will fall in love to the main character............................
You are surpose to watch it by yourself, it is pretty nice for me! I don't know yours.


I'm just want to give you an idea for it, it is the 1st ep, but till now I still can't find a nice example from youtube! erm... I'm downloading from other website. Hehhe...

played badminton with siblings yesterday

I went to play badminton with my siblings, playing for 3 hours and nonstop, I just took 3 min to drink water! @_@
I don't know whatever my brother in law want to kill us or want to play badminton with us! He don't know he is bigger, taller and energy is more than us one, he shotted the ball till near the housetop! He got partner with my younger sister, and I with my 2nd sister, so worst, we all shorter. Hence, we should jumped to shotted the ball! How high it is, you know? +_+

Then, when we played with his friend's girl friend, oh, her ball was very weak, it is seem like no use any enegry! +_+ My younger sister as her partner, but my younger sister was like model there, no shot balls one! LOL. Then, we played with his friend, I can know that he let us win one, the ball was not shotting higher as my brother in law, and seem like not use so much energy! Hehe...

The greater one is I played 1:2 with my sisters, me fight two of them! Haha.. xiao...
Now, my whole body is in painful now! Sigh, after a night, my whole body... sigh....

Travel for Penang today 6 June

I went out with my family at present to Penang! I thought the traveling to Penang is as usual we do like go for shopping at Gurney, and then eat "fast foods" (I don't know what is the real name, haha... It's sound like that) and other things at "Guan Na Ga" or do it opposite like go to eat 1st and then...

Nevertheless, this time is different as before! You know what? We went to "Guan Ying Ting" which located at upper "Kek Lok Si", it's not over built! We took pictures there, but unfortunately I can't took photo with monkey (stone), because we scare later our nephew see it and he is "pantang" to it! Hence, I took with Tiger (my 2nd sister's, and with her too), and then I took with hourse!! Wow, I like the hourse! It is looking nice, great you know?! Haha.. Oh ya, the chairs there, very cute!! Do you know why? Because, the chairs made up by cute dogs, monkeys and so on cartoons or animals, surely it all is stone! Haha... Do you know? There is still got mickey mouse, Daisy, "Tang Lao Ya", it all didn't be made up become chairs yet, cute indeed! LOve It! My dad kept looking to the "Guan Ying" which on process, I knew why he brought us to there already since he always looked at that! He said if he earlier to knew his friend built this "Guan Ying" one, perhaps, he got the chance to built it too, just because he late to know this job! Now no chance already, his friend gave to other make it! +_+ [My dad do this kind of works one, so.. erm... ]

Then, we went to Taman Pembandaran, traffic jam for hours there! But, we just sat inside the car to see how it is, we didn't go out there! Oh ya, it's a big taman, can let you play football, basketball, joking, playing badminton, kids' garden, swimming and do a lot of things there! Since, I saw many people there do it so, hence I said like that! It's full of trees, so look nice!

After that, we went to Gurney, alright, we went to eat at "Guan Na Ga" 1st and then just shopping! Then, back home! On the way we back home, we made a lot of fun. I remember that....

My mum said:" I don't penang's road!"

Dad:" You don't know? Really? Xx (me)[he called me] hor!"

Me:" Huh? [I think got my buisness?]"

Dad:"Xx (me), do you know last time your mum depends on you, she learnt how to go Penang (Nam Hwa, he meant), dad can't always stop my works and bring you go, so your mum did it! Your eldest sister hugged you, pointing your mum how to go!!"

Mum:"I knew how to go there by myself one! [She is mean that she isn't taught by my eldest sister!]

Dad:" Oh, really? Okay, let's say you know! Then, who helped to hug her, imposible you went there by yourself! So, I think either Cheng(my eldest sister) or Yong (my 2nd sister) helped you to hug her one!"

Mum:"But, she(me) is not listen to me (herself) anymore, no good, "bu guai"!"

My 2nd sister:" But, she is the most better one in three of them (we three youngest one, so they always point us as "three of them"!)

Me? No comments, but I feel touch when heard it, because I never know that my eldest sister love me too!! Hehe...I thought she is dislike me, because I always made her been scolded, beat and even made her books broken! But, she is not!

Mum:" Yup, [she was keep scolding my younger sister..........]"

Oh yup, my 2nd sister gave me a good new, she told me that on next month her industry want bring them go to Cameron Highland, and she said if want bring friends or family go, they just need to pay RM40 per person! Haha.. She want to bring me go! Okay, why I so excited? I never go there before, just want to take a look! Hehe.. so maybe I got chance to go! LOL. ^^

My holidays

For me this holidays is kinda boring especially this week, no tuisyen and school! It's seem like meaningless! Last time, when I was a kid, I would like holidays much since my cousins (my dad's side and mum's side) all would always come to my house or I go to their house. Especially my mum's side one they would come to sleep with us, erm.. I'm surpose to say "live" with us for a few days, because the word "sleep" seem like worst! LOL. I remember that last time my two eldest sisters weren't allow me to sleep with them when my cousins come, because I will make noise and when they were playing I would make them " can't play"!!Haha.. But, my mum will say let me with them, hehe.. since I'll cry if they didn't permit! Hence, they dislike me! It's just a few times I went to "live" in their house as they would like come to my house! Besides this, my dad side's cousins would come too, and then both side cousins played together!! Oh dear, how great it is!! Nevertheless, my dad side's cousins won't live with us! It just the memory before standard 2.

Then, they grew up, and I was still is a kid, but nobody want with me, LOL, just some who near age with me, nevertheless we seldom to gather or live together!
I remember that after that age, they seldom gather like that. But, my neighbour Wei Bao came to join me and my brother. Nevertheless, my mum didn't allow us with him, if she saw we with him, he will be scolded by my mum since my mum scare he will " bring us become bad"! Erm..

Hence, I would like holidays. But, right now, they are not beside me, they are not with me, so the holidays become meaningless and nothing to do. How come I always gather with my friends during this holidays?? For me, I think now is better got tuisyen and school, and then I can meet my friends everydays; and then the days will passing nicer! Hehe... rest? It's just need for one or two days is enough for me to take a rest!

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Alright, I went out to library with my friends- Huey, Jocelyn, Elaine, Pei Chin, Theng2, Cheng2 and Chan Wai. My friends were surprised while saw him there and they didn't know everything, they asked, but I didn't answer them anymore, I was can't control myself to laugh as all of their face were very fun and reaction too!! LOL. They said me called him come, but let him sat alone! My false? Hey, I admit I called him come with us, but himself want sat so far away one, I didn't call him to do so, did I? And then, should I call him to sit with Elaine? Later, you all will kill me if I really do so! And I got ask him to call his friends if he want, just he didn't call. There is not I want him alone at the library! @_@

A don't know day

I don't know why today I was not in mood. There is nothing happen too! I always say "I don't know", "Don't know" today! My sisters, my brother, my mum and even my uncle talked with me, I only answer " don't know"..
Just now, Elaine called me, I was answering her "don't know", all the question almost was using the words "don't know"!
What happen with me? What's going wrong? I DON'T KNOW!!! @_@

Yang

This blog will seem like very lame, maybe. I want to write about one person, your friend-Chiang Shy Yang, my cousin. Erm.. I admit I hate his mum since I was a kid. But, I didn't hate him anymore until today, just maybe will feels he will stand to his mum side, so ...
Alright, I wanna know when I start didn't talk with him and even want to talk with him, I got no dare too. The memory that younger than this, I was can't remember. But, I remember last time I always went to his house, and played with his sister. His sister and me always cycle around, surely I need to lend bicycle from him. Nevertheless, I don't know why I felt timid to talk with him, so when I want lend bicycle from him, I would ask his sister-Qi to help me.
Unfortunatelly, once, Qi said that she don't want help to say already since she helped me always! I said help me,please! I don't know what's going wrong with her, she said:" if you don't say it youself to my brother, I don't want to wait you already!" "Hey, Qi! Qi...", she really don't care for me! I hadn't choice and loud at outside (I was at outside), Yang lend me bicycle! I don't care he want lend or not, I was cycling it, he was never reject wor. After that, Qi told me that Yang said me ... erm... I forgot already, but I guess maybe about I no dare to lend bicycle from him.
I didn't know how to face him while he became my classmate since Form 2! I don't know need to treat him as classmate or friend or cousin? I still remember, that new year, he sat beside me when they gambled, I just looked them played. Our cousin who eldest than both of us wasn't there, so we were the eldest one at there.Hence, what we said other cousins should follow too. Haha.. At that time, I thought he is my cousin, but how come a cousin never chat with me in class? No idea, no answer. I was kept looking at them.
It's happened at this two month. Once, I wore the same clothe as Yang, FOo came to make joke with us. I didn't know what I surpose to say, but Yang voiced out:" We are cousin, so..." this word "we are cousin"? Beside this, he sit beside me while exam, and Kang Huai knew it, he came to ask the idiot question and made the crazy joke too. Yang voiced out we are cousin again.
This make me feel, we are cousin, we have the same blood. But, isn't our relative like cousin? I don't think so. This relationship make us like cousin, but seem like not;look like is classmate, seem like not; seem like friend, but not too. What kind of relationship we are?? I don't know.
For me, he is my cousin and my eldest brother, I wish every cousins (boys, men)who eldest than me are my brothers too since I hadn't brother. Well, sisters? Needn't already I got a lot! haha...

Si samseng

Hey, bad boy, you thought you're brave, you're cool?
Come on, you're timid, you're just a shit!!!
My brother in law asked you out to meet, but you found a lot of bull shit reason and finally didn't appear!!
How now? You will scare too?
If you will scare, you should far away to my younger sister!
We will "KILL" you one day!
Let's us see!

You want to near my younger sister?
You thought you got this ability?
You thought we will easily to let you WIN?
You thought our family will let you go?
You thought we are quite nice?
You thought we can't find you out?
You thought we don't know the gangsters?

Come on, you're just a small small samseng, a timid samseng, a useless person!
We can find you out some day. Let's us see!
You see now, we can checked out who you're, we can knew which gang you joined, we can know what are your background soon!!
Blek, you will died soon!!! DoN't nEaR my sister!

He gave me feels...

His hands use to protect his family,

their safetly.

It is giving a feels mildness.

His hands to work,

he get hurt while work,

but, he is never give up.

He needs to work for his family.

He gives the best for his family,

he try to work hard,

till he hasn't time to with his family.

He taught me to walk,

he gave me a clap while I success to walk to in front of him,

he hugged me while I fall down,

this is the only one he taught me before.

He is far to his children,

he was looked strict always,

he less to chat with his kids.

But, once, I sick and I slept,

he touched my head with his mildness hand.

It is dad's feel,

a safetly feels, a mildness feels.

A feels which I had long time didn't get it,

until HIS held my hands,

it was like dad's feels,

a safetly feels, a mildness feels.