Monday, July 23, 2012

the next station

This will be my first time to leave my hometown, living at another state alone...
Perhaps, you may not feel so because there are quite many friends will study the same Uni with me also.
Nevertheless, they're not same course with me & I'm not close with them also.

I just feel little afraid & complicated to be there.

I gonna really face everything, problems & situations there by my own-self.
20, is time to be independent, right? But, I'm still scare of it.

"Be brave to face everything, is time to grow up!"


My brother who is younger than me only one year old & he'll graduate earlier than me maybe will around the same year also.
Uh, I feel the gov. is really wasting our time for just waiting. Why don't they process faster & quickly?
Even though, they make the process slow, they'd NEVER  make a prefect & right result also. (of course, I'm not talking mine..)

Can I graduate earlier than my brother?? >.<  
I don't want follow his back to graduate since I knew I'll still get nothing if I late than him.