我怎么了?

我最近是怎么了？就连我自己也不是很清楚！

什么时候开始变得那么安静？

什么时候开始变得对别人的事指挥淡淡的无情的说：“那不管我的事。”？

什么时候开始那么容易生气？

什么时候开始变得不懂得要怎麽告诉别人我的想法，除了写部落？

又是从什么时开始总是很希望身边有人陪伴，就算不说话也没关系？

其实，这些应该不是最近的事而是从一月开始慢慢的演变的吧？！

说真的我真的不知道原因，那个月发生了太多了。

我尝试的要忘了，把那些不愉快给删除了，不过它们隐隐约约的存在着。

要怎麽我才能像以前那样呢？

有些事变了就是变了，能恢复的吗？

就像机械坏了也有没办法修理的时候吧！

要是你问我为什么我会变成这样？

我会说：“我不知道”，因为详细的情形我真的不知道。

如果你问我是不是有心事？

我会回答：“我不知道”，可能我不知道要怎样说，甚至根本就不知道我的心事是什么！

照理说我应该没有什么心事吧？真的没烦恼了呀！

但是为什么呢？

或许我在逃避？但，有在逃避什么呢？

其实我发现到也有些好的变化。。

我变得不害怕陌生人了，就算是去interview什么的，我都不怕了！

还有，我会那么轻易的在朋友面前掉眼泪，而且还会微笑着面对呢！

可能还有更多，只是我自己没察觉到罢了？！

废话一大堆，掰！呵呵~

对了，忘了问：“你们过得好吗？”

Today's events

I really dislike people come to see what I'm doing while using laptop, it's a hateful feeling. My sister is myopia, what she'd like to do when pass through beside me is nestling up against my laptop!! It's not PC, but my personal laptop!! Well, I was reading friends' blog just now, she nestled up against due to she wanted to see whatever am I playing word challenge or chatted with her friend. If she got know I chat with her friend, she'd want see all those contents! Despite, the guy is her friend, don't you feel over? Besides, it's bothering me since I'm using laptop, chatting with friends and doing my stuffs!!

I've just finished reading "记忆天使", Huey never tell me that it's the first episode of "月亮城", but she only told me that "月亮城" is continuation of "太阳城". Originally, "记忆天使", "太阳城" then "月亮城". Sighs, I just finished reading "记忆天使" and "月亮城", it meant I haven't reading the middle episode-"太阳城", I hope to read it.

I wish to have a study table, this table is too short, sighs. But, how to tell my parents?? They just bought a laptop for me, so I don't wish to waste their money again.

Hey, I'm shocked by two news today! One is about our principal, I guess who has see CW's status at facebook would know it already. Another... uh.. I don't know whatever it's suitable to tell at here or not. Well, it's not my business, I needn't do spam to it. Hehehe.

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In fact, I feel I'm well-being because I got two eldest sisters which care me very well. Both of them alike my mum, sighs. Eldest sister would take care us very well since we were kids, giving us what we want. Nonetheless, she won't care about our homework and she only wishes we all could be fine and gives us blessing as we wish. By the way, she won't ask we do what we dislike to do, somehow her word is more convincing.

Hence, while sometime I don't want listen to 2nd sister's word, she would call my eldest sister, then eldest sister call me and talk to me. Well, my 2nd sister is much more take about our homework, she would alike mum, talking a lots hope that we could accept their advice. Yet, for me, sometime they're noise! When she couldn't success to force me doing something, she would ask eldest sister to force me, =.-" Besides, she would force me to do the things which I dislike, but she thought it's for my own good.

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I'm feeling better to their leaving. I saw them still could online, it feel like they're just around me and never left going so far. Can't deny that I miss them so much, hope to see them.

I guess Huey sure very crazy as her attitudes. I kinda miss her, sighs. Wish that I could visit her, hehe. If can I'll along her lovely mangos and some fruits, lol. She eats fruits everyday, but she told that there got hell oranges and no other fruits. x.x

Mei, are you feeling better? Don't be so upset already, cheer up. ^^ We could meet them someday, no matter is 1 month, 2 months, 3 months or 2 years... they would back soon, the time is passing speedy!! ^^

As Elaine's attitudes, she could have many friends and she's talkative. So, about lonely or whatever, I guess she'd be okay. Anyway, as long as she'll be used to the life there. Gambateh, Elaine!! ^^

For the friends who don't know Cheng and Theng very well, you won't know how funny when they together. LOL. We use to see they debate, it is fun. Theng is lucky than Cheng because she goes NS? hahaa... Hope that Theng can learn a lots from there and take care herself.

Chean, sighs... Apparently, she doesn't wish to go. Well, she's always negative thinking, sighs, hope someday she would be positive.

Shi Lin... I heard that she... uh.. sighs... Well, bless she could still cheer up there and use to be there. I wish to see a funny and crazy Lin. ^^ Wish she would be alright.

Love and Miss you. ^^

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I want to introduce you guys some songs.

How do you sleep by Jesse McCartney

Because you live by Jesse McCartney

She's no you by Jesse McCartney

(Jesse's songs aren't bad. I more like "She's no you".)

You're not sorry by Taylor Swift

Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

(Listen carefully, it's tones alike "Fireflies" by Owl City.)

One Shot by JLS

I hope you find it Miley Cyrus

Baby by Justin Bieber & Ludacris

(I like this song too, but I dislike the rap part. Hehe)

Stop crying!! (Why can't?)

I tried hard to ask myself calm down, don't cry, I tried to comfort myself...

But.. My heart starts pain while the time is nearest... until she SMS to me telling that she gonna board. I cried out!!

Awhile brother came in, I was shocked, he stood there for two minutes just asked for add math books.

Continue to cry...the blogs.. the comments... the status... the personal messages.. I couldn't control myself.

At least, she doesn't know I cry.

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Huey, Chean and Theng, take care and help each other! .... many to tell... but I...

Weep. Weep. Weep.

Today's she leave.

Apparently, she is my best friend too, sometime she'd call me as "er jie", haha, our "da jie" is Chin.

I reached her house, knocking her door, but nobody answer me. Therefore, I saw her from the window, walking to her back door.

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Her mum, "Hi, I feel like I have been long time don't see you already."

"Aunty. " *Smiled.

"You all want to go out later together?"

"Yup, hehe." Smiled.

I was thinking... her mum... Then, we wanted to left, Elaine's dad shout her at the window, "Tell you mum..."

"Don't want..." Elaine answered her dad and quickly walked away with me.

"I feel it's too cruel, don't you feel so?" She looked upset.

"Um.. Yup, why don't you try to tell her? you have left letter to her, right?"

"No, she wouldn't allow me to go, she would very grief and become crazy! Yup, sure, one month one letter."

"Sighs.."

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Huey fetched us( Elaine, Mei and I) to Jeti, meeting Jocelyn and Chean there. Well, on the way to Jeti, we took video, honestly, don't know what should we said! Those words... finally, became laughed! It's not funny, I knew, but really sad... just think about I couldn't cry. Mei told us that she cried last night.

We ate cakes which baked by Huey and Elaine brought some too, took talked and took videos. I hugged her, taking some pictures and videos.. Finally, she needs to left, went to bus, Huey and Mei followed her and said somethings to her, but I didn't because I don't hope to cry, waving to her. Mei cried.

After her bus moved away, Jocelyn, Huey, Mei and I sent messages for her. Well, Chean went to take her motor. Huey fetched us to Fresh, just four of us. Waffled, joked, shared, drank... we just backed home.

Elaine, take care!! We'll miss you, keep in touch and friends forever, you're my cute sister. I'm sad and couldn't accept... but it's true that you left us. Perhaps, we'll me two years later. ^^

#The sadness couldn't show out, my tears couldn't flow out.#

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Sighs.. Remember you was just sitting beside me at Form 2, finally, we found that your brother and my sister were classmates too and Alex's sister. We shared a lots, drew together, designed together, exchanged ideas... When teachers were still teaching, you'd kept talking with me, candidly, I listened to teacher more than you, I only answered "Uh.." since I should concentrate.

Our friendship didn't decrease, it just become better and better. We could shared secrets sometime... At least, we were enjoying to be with each other at this 4-5 years, treasured the times. So, I don't regret... Thanks for you believe in me and be my friend.

Hate!!!!!!!

If not I met KH, I won't know you guys all think about I'm a greedy person, right? Well, nobody of you believe in me. Then, it's okay, as from now on I won't believe in you guys.

Commission? lol, won't you think it's fun?

1st, I'm not working at a shop.

2nd, It's not my job.

3rd, I needn't waste my time to promote.

4th, I needn't stand for few hours to promote.

5th, I needn't promote it until I very tire.

6th, I needn't waste money like go to work to promote.

7th, I just want to help my sister.

8th, I only explain about the laptop matter if you interesting.

9th, When you see I like a saleman to "force" you buy?

10th, If I need to take commission if I help to promote, then last time I promote brother in law's air conditional servis, I should take commission too?

11th, ...

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I'm not a money face person, no thanks!! I'm not alike somebody else, okay? Me, Gwee Wan Theng didn't lack money to use! Despite, I always say, "I'm poor..always hang out.." It's mean my wallets money decrease, alright, maybe you won't understand me.. Normally, my wallets' money in more than out. But, this week, it only out no in, so I've to take money from locker. If I want I can needn't use my own money, I could take from mum, just I don't want.

I only use laptop to promote, besides, I'm using this model too. So, I know it's nice. My sister needn't me promote, she could still sell the laptops and actually we promote just due to this laptop nice. Well, my sister isn't selling laptops, just in case you guys want it.

Btw, I don't think that I should take commission from sister. As she helps me a lots, you may don't know how well my sisters are. She fetched me go anywhere I want if nobody fetch me, she needs to purposely come to my house to bring me go, you know?? Sometime, bring me back from anywhere like tuition or school. Next, she would treat us eat all the time we go out with her, no matter how expensive that is... like Sushi King, Pizza Hut and so on... When we want buy things, she pay for us. She top up hp money for me every month, doesn't take from me too. Hey, she still got three kids to feed, she rather sponsor us too and help us do a lot. Where could find this kind of sister??

Beside... You won't know, why paternal family would broken down? broke the relationship with them?? Since they all money face, they love money more than siblings!! I hate my aunties! As this world has you this kind of person (over greedy) and rather make until the family broken, this world would be so cold blood! No way, we won't learn from them. Honestly, I feel I ode sisters many...

Isn't last time I promoted brother in law's air-corn servis, I need to get commission too??? My sister asked me help to ask who want help brother in law to work, I also need to take commission? |DON'T BE LAME. First, I'm not someone, he could sell something just hope to earn many money and wish to get many commission. If I want commission, I sure will convince you, did I? Everytime I only say, "If you want to buy from me, you can tell me." It's all, the meaning is difference!

Anyhow, the feelings, you guys won't understand because your eyes just got MONEY! 请不要再问commission是多少，这对我而言是一种羞辱！搞到我很贪钱，我是吝啬而已不至于贪钱！还有读过这篇blog过后请不要再扭曲事实，真相给你们越传越离谱，离谱到什么地步你们自己知道，不必我说！

27 march 2010 (part 2)

I went to Pacific to take tickets and looked for some furniture.

Reading novels until half, I saw one car with start from "J..." I knew it's whose car. Uncle is dad's friend who he knew at Singapore last time he worked there. Well, uncle is a Malaysian, a Penang guy too. I'd very surprise, no, I should say we all very surprise to see them again.

A unfamiliar girl... Uncle's younger daughter, she becomes taller than us and Form 3 now, gosh, it's unbelievable. She was just a little girl who took along her pillow and sucked nipples while came our house! My uncle live at Johor right now. Well, they talked.. hehe, I didn't join in, but just smiled. Aunty said, "We all more remember Ah Ting." Uh, she meant my name, not my face, of course, she couldn't realize me. One thing doesn't change is the girl, she could still argue with her mum in front of us. =.="

We bought them to eat supper, ordering a lots of foods!!! Gosh, I was extremely full! I met KH there, uh, I feel unhappy to hear some word from him.

Alright, then, we whole family, not including them, we went to watch movie... the movie is just funny only... a movie which no points!! We met the same problem again like last time we whole family went watching move-people sat our seats!! Talk about last time first, the couple sat our sit, well, double checked just found that their tickets are last night one. Yesterday, two pair couples sat our seats. The girl said, "This is for couple." Yup, I knew, this double seats, VIP seats, cheh, my sister purposely bought these one. Then, we asked the waitress to check their tickets, cheh, their seats were at another side. =.=" Well, still got another couple sat our places, the waitress checked their tickets, that were morning tickets, =.="

Well, the movie isn't that nice.

27 March 2010

Our lunch today was Bah Ku Teh, hehehe. Huey fetched us going there except Jocelyn, she went herself. Uh... Waffled, ate.... hehe... I guess nobody knew that I didn't join their talk while eating, I just kept eating and listening to them, I didn't gain one word.

After I finished, "I'm the faster one...." Well, snapped. Mei asked, "Where you want to go??...." Don't know!! Even herself too, nobody has idea!! Gosh, backed to car, Huey had to fetch all of us back including Jocelyn. Then, discussed again where to go?! Uh... NO IDEA! Gosh..

Finally, we reached Kate, yet, we didn't go inside. Give five minutes to think, no idea again, so backed home. Sighs....

I backed home bathing, I hoped to join my parents praying grandpa at Taipeng. Yet, mum didn't allow because it's hot. Sighs... Always like that!! Normally, they go on early morning, need to wake up at 5a.m, so she'd say, "You sleep better." Then, she only bought younger sister to go! hate... Some year I could wake up early, she'd say, "Van/car is full..." Sighs. As dad should bought uncles, aunties and cousins and my younger sister too. +.+ This year, she said hot, later I become dark, cheh.

Usually, I'd go pray grandma(paternal) and sister every year, just some year I busy I won't go. Umm ... Hope to go pray them this year and grandma (maternal). Eldest sister, "I want go Taipeng pray grandpa too, I only went there once! But, my kids, sighs..There is too far and hot, my kids couldn't follow me. Never mind, when parents want to go pray grandma just inform me, it's near, I could go and there isn't hot." (Uh, needn't to ask, I knew she means maternal grandma who pass away last year.) Grandma (paternal) and sister sleep under the same land, normally we go at evening, we finished pray about 7p.m, haha. Uh, we'd go together with grandpa, uncles and aunties last time, after some things, we didn't, we went same day, but we waited they gone, then our turn. This is the first year to pray grandma (maternal), sighs, miss her.

I've to watch movie with family tonight, midnight, hehe.

the stage is difference.

I just got know that Hui Ling got 11As yesterday from my mum, cool. Um.. Well, my hp nearest dry, so I couldn't send her much. 11 years we know each other, she's my best friend since standard 2, lol. She helped me when I needed, she protected me when I needed... I kinda miss Hui Ning, another best friends.

Do you know why primary school friendship won't be easy last longer? (It's just my opinions) In fact, the friendship during primary school would be innocent and true, during primary school we still blur blur to many things. Hence, we lost contract easily. Alright, I never allowed to go friends' house while primary school. It meant that except school, we didn't even same tuition or hang out. Beside, no matter who closed we were, we'd easily lost contract because that time we no hp, don't know each other house, never hang out, no msn, no email... Even our parents won't know our friends.

What should I say? Uh... Secondary friends.. I'd hang out with them and always, it's another stage of friendship. We spent more time to friends, sometime the time spend on friends is more than spend on family. Besides, we go each other house before, and so our parents know our friends. Nowaday, we've hp, msn, email, facebook... we could contract each other anytime while free. We ever same tuitions, therefore with friends more than family. We have more time to share our matters.. it's more fun.

At least now... we're not that blur, we're mature to think. We faced many challenges before...

Anyhow, I know what should I do, haha...

However I doubt too, it's like trust, have to trust what. ^^ Treasure the moment right now.

Keep in touch and take care ... However I don't like to say that.

26 March 2010

My phone rang, hearing it is the song which people call! Gosh, I quickly woke up, finding that one miss call and one message! I replied her, well, so sorry that I woke up late!!!!

Using the rush speed to done all things in 15 minutes, I went in Huey's car. We'd have our breakfast at "chao quan", eating "dim sum". Huey and I wanted to eat, so hanged out again.

We went to clothes shop to looking for "baju kurung", perhaps, I should say traditional cloth. First shop didn't open, second just few, third... cool, many "baju kurung"! Some look pretty nice, the fashion of "baju kurung" is changed, unfortunately, there haven't "baju kebaya" yet.

Uh.. Forgot to tell we went those shop as Elaine needs traditional cloth at Korea. We asked the cashier see whatever has Elaine's size as you know Elaine is small size and those "baju kurung" look long. The cashier held Elaine's hand till in front of one kind of "baju kurung", Elaine said, "She hold my hand wor..." LOL. Well, of course, the cashier didn't understand what we talked, she's Malay.

Mei's hp put in Elaine's bag, fortunately, both of their hp rang at the same time!! Hence, the situation was two of them picked the phones to talk, it was fun! Then, we started to pick for her. She went in fitting room, uh, she didn't know how to wear the skirt of "baju kurung", haha, we've to ask helping from cashier. We stayed awhile, Elaine's dad came to take something from her, we helped to pass as she was changing the clothes.

Finally, she had decided to buy which cloth and we got know the cloth is RM133! Gosh, well, honestly, it is expensive, right? In fact, from other side to see, the "baju kurung" usually more than our clothes since they need to use many cotton materials, it is about the same price if you buy cottons to make it. Btw, that one which Elaine bought could find at Malay's magazine too.

Alright, Elaine didn't want to buy because she knew her dad won't allow.. Finally, Mei, Theng and Cheng asked her to buy.. uh, not including me, I only say, "If you decided to buy, I can lend you money."

Back home... on the way, Huey asked me, "Do you remember what's name of history teacher while Form 3?? ....the EST teacher while Form 5?"

Gosh... I taught very hard... finally, I remember her name, but I've forgotten his name, ahaha~ our EST teacher! well, sorry teacher...

my love? hehe

Oppss,, my legs, look my laptop,love it.

hehe.. my laptop. ^^

Can't deny that after I got this, I seldom go out to living room. Nonetheless, I still feel it's better if stay at living as most of the family there.. just as there hot and less plugs.

It's CQ40 model.

In fact, there isn't everytime get the same laptops, so the prices might different. But, these models are the most. Yet, it need to book.

Well, after I got it, I want to bring it anywhere, nobody can gain words. Hehe..

Sometime my younger sister will use it since the pc at living room, living room hotter. hehe.

It might be my third "baby", haha. First is watch, second is hp, third laptop,fourth is my school books and school bags.

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Tell me "Nobody" sang by which Korean? I got two editions of "Nobody", one is Eng, one is Chinese, hehe. But, why just no the original one??

Uh.. I think it's time to update the songs in my hp, hehe.

25 March 2010

Well, in the car, Lin was telling us about her body check， reaching Blogger, Huey was trying to park as well as possible, but... Alright, out of line, it was what she could do the best, lol. Um.. Joke only, don't angry yar. ^^

Of course, we had our lunch there with Chean too, she ride to there. We chatted, joked, laughed, ate and drunk there, hehe.

Moving to Econsave since they wanted buying those matters which are needed to use at NS. We'd call Theng and Cheng too as Theng will be going to NS too. Even choosing a lock, they needed spending so much time too =.-" .

Alright, we went to Fresh after that, finding that Ley went to Fresh too. =.=?? Drinking there surely, chatted for awhile we'd left. Oh yeah, Jia Rong works there and he asked us some questions while ordering drinks.

Tomorrow... morning hang out again and night too, sighs... Well, what a nonstop hanging out. Hehe.. I don't say so much words as you, nevertheless, I'd like to go out with them and they might left on 27, 28 and 29... Gonna miss them.

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I wonder know why somebody seem like has bad mood recently or maybe hate to talk with me?

Huh?

If like that, then don't leave comments and talks with me, I'm fine to that.

Sighs... Perhaps, I'm the one who got bad mood? Hmm? Yet, I feel myself very calm down and nothing causes me sad or angry.

One I could confirm is... it seem like everyone look unhappy, seem like has some worries. Nonetheless, I didn't ask them the reasons as some of them.. I guess they won't want to tell me.

Well, friends, cheer up. ^^ Trying to find a way or a person to share your worries, it'd make you relax.

24 March 2010

I've really come out with friends in this week everyday, gosh. Driving to Tanjung to look for Huey, Lin, S.Ching and Mei, we chatted awhile.

I found that S.Ching was special quiet yesterday, she wasn't talking so much like usual.

Then, three of us (Lin, Huey and I) went jogging. Huey said, "Since you'll run slow than me, later you might be the last, instead of me. Haha.." Lame, cheh.

Another person looked unhappy again, sighs, I felt Huey was thinking about something deeply.

怎么每个人看起来都若有所思样子？I'll go Blogger with them... Hang out AGAIN.. gosh..

23 March 2010

Honestly, I really want to upload pictures which took yesterday, but I guess my friends might kill me, haha~~ You want it? I can send you (Elaine, Hsiu, Huey, Chewing and Sushi).

Driving to Huey's house, mum said, "You drive to her house everyday, then you'll use to driving." Um.. In fact, last time mum asked me to drive to grandma's house everyday, I busy to go out with friends currently. Therefore, she asked me driving to find friends, hehe.

Huey fetched us going to eat and swim, having our laksa, and then went to swimming pool which near Wee's house, hehe. Alright, I didn't swim, reading novels there and looking at them swam.

LOL, they all wore swimming suit, haha, I got take some pictures and they tried to cover, escaping my snap. They'd have fun there, good, well, I got to read my novel.

Today got to go out with them AGAIN!

I was the last one who blessed, hehe, well, just for fun, nothing special to do it.

Candidly, bore in home!! sighs...

Weep (missing)

It's true... I miss that moments!!

The day we had class together, studied, talked, played, joked, ate.....shared... the day we same tuitions.. book seat.. the day we went colleges or whatever places together..the day we travelled...

Somehow, when I was eating chicken rice lonely in the house.. The day Huey's dad bought a lots for us before BC class, that day we ran to get it and backed to canteen. It was cool, we all ate the same thing-chicken rice!

The day I stood at corridor, the side which between your class room and my class room, waiting for you guys to go canteen together, holding hands, we'd make fun together and shared many.

The day we purposely woke up early to have our breakfast before to school while Saturday or extra classes. Riding motor to meet you at lemon kuay tiao or the shops which near our school, we'd go to buy some sweets before classes.

Miss the day want go to find you guy, yet you were having class. Although, it was hard to communicate as different class, we'd go to each other class "secretly", haha.

Miss the day you shared about your problems, worries... to me in the class, remember I was very quiet to listen to you. You said since I dislike gain too much opinions, so I'm a good listener. Sometime, I'd share about my matters to you too and you... helped me solving friends' problems, always!

Miss the day we got mad to make fun, we'd like crazy people. Our jokes to each other, a great time ever!

Remember you always say, "love you" while I helped you. You'd always say, "you don't understand my situation..." You said," I don't know how to explain it to you, really."

#Honestly, don't say I don't understand the situation, yeah, maybe our situations are different, but please, I'll sad. Explain if I don't understand. weep.

The day I down.. I cried... you helped me to cover to don't people see it. The day I had bad mood and angry... you'd shut up or quickly explain, I'm sorry, friends, I knew I shouldn't throw you my emotional!

lots... plenty ....... moments.. just miss it. MISS YOU & Love you...

##7-5 years friends lose 3 months friends?? It'd hurt, weeping...

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Bless my friends who go NS soon, Huey, Lin & Theng, good luck & take care! ^^

Hey, don't come back to tell me that you got new best friends there, I'll sad one.

Wish Elaine all the best, happy at the time... take care..

For those who goes colleges, um.. work hard yar, good luck, take care..

Uh.. Happy Birthday to KJ.. aiya, I should pretend to forget what!!

22 March 2010

A day with friends again, I drove playing badminton with them. I didn't know what's wrong on Ley, she didn't hit back the ball, yet half squat, this action was repeated times!! Apparently, our techniques aren't good enough, haha, all simply hit. Yeah, Huey, Ley and I fought Lin, lol, Lin's idea, we didn't ask to do so. Therefore, it seem like we bully her, we were?

I drove car to there, then my mum drove back. While we wanted to back home, asking me to drive again, the 3 girls (Huey, Elaine and Lin) were waiting and looking for me! zzz... Could they see I drove? Hehe~

List-Elaine, Huey, Lin, Ley, Foo and I, while Huat just went there for awhile and didn't play.

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8.00p.m, another gathering! Today's my classmate-Lye Kee's birthday. Going to 90s for celebrating her birthday, but when I reached there it was 8.25p.m, nobody there!! Gosh, 2 minutes later they just came and we changed to go Upfloor, I got know the main character didn't come.

Finally.... she came, saying it was giving us surprise!! Gosh, we wanted to giver her surprise, becoming she gave us??! Then, we walked to buy a cake, celebrated her birthday. Erm..

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When I'm writing blogs, please, don't come out to talk with me. Zzz... I was too concentrate to think, you might shocked me!!

Uh... the Campaq-CQ40 model, the markets sell RM1800, please check it! zzz... Compaq got many kind of models! Speechless.

Well, we went to see in the market with this model before, RM1799.

I knew there got cheaper one with the same brand (Compaq), but it's different model, yoy. Look, the link to get the idea of CQ40.

My one isn't second hand, zzz, well. However, I don't know how to see whatever it's second hand or not, but brother in law's friend knows, he could check the laptop to see when it was used or not. If you could find CQ4o with lower than me, you get off my hands. zzz. lame.

21 March 2010

I got new friend yesterday, he’s my sister’s friend, lol. A friend who older among all my friends, lol..haha. Anyway, just complicated the process, nevertheless it was fun to talk with “horse”, haha.

A message for asking me one question with funny way, well, it was fun while reading it. I thought nobody would ask me that question again, but it seem like I was wrong. Somehow, I don’t like to answer that question.

***********The characters below are my sister and I.

She said, “This kind of guy can’t be loved. A small-hearted guy ever! It was just……” She’s right.

“Some guys’ words are 100% can’t be trust; some guys’ words like that “horse” can only trust 50%; some guys are too honest, they’re boring.” She’s correct.

Alright, these are our mindset, it is nearly same. “She” is my sister and I.

HELL Ants (sorry ants)

The floor of my brother's room.

We just clear it yesterday, now come again!!

I couldn't find out their hole in his room.

I believe they come from this hole.

This is Kitchen wall.

My room wall, it's different kind of ants with last few pic.

This kind in my room one smaller and it's red in color.

What's the hell? Those ants treat my house as their house, they're too over!!!

Almost everywhere can see the ants, different kind of ants! Some is red in color (small size), some black color (middle and small). Btw, outside my house, the mango trees full or red color ants (big size).

I was crazy to kill those ants last time, trying found out their hole and sprayed, I feel disgusting when they line up on the floor or wall. After I got know powder can expel them, it couldn't kill the ants, but just expel, so that they won't come in.

As long as those ants are too over right now, however they scare of powder, they could still come in after the powder is gone. Nonetheless we don't want to kill them, see, now, even chicken rice would attract those ants come!!

I'm sorry. I've to find out their holes, I don't believe I couldn't! I guess there are 2-3 holes in house since there are different kind of ants. Sorry, ants... although, now I feel disgusting to kill.

**Just now, my sister killed some and said "a ni tou fo", LOL. well, sorry yar.....

Baking day!!

Girls, should we say we're success? Haha~ It's not exactly since the chocolate cup cake, sighs, got a lot of complainants! Well, at least we success to do the other cake, what name it is?

It's a cool day for us, I think we were cooperating to bake cake, great!! ^^ Two kind of cakes, hehe~

I don't know we were playing or baking cake seriously? Eh, we did say, "I want to play also! My turn to play!" LOL. "Bake" word became "Play"?! Apparently, we were really baking cakes with playing attitudes.

Finally, singing, waffling, eating, drinking and sleeping, lol. Hey, Sushi was right, both of you (Chewing and Jocelyn) talked about NS, a topic which we all couldn't join in. Therefore, we just kept listening until sleepy!! I understand both of you wanted to share and compare, but we.. uh.. sleepy!!!

**Thanks for Shi Lin's sandwiches and Yean Nee's "Gui Leng Ko". Additional, Huey's "zha xue gao" and her mum's drinks.

##Today's list-Mei, Looi, Lin, Huey, Elaine, Jocelyn, Chin, Nee, Hsiu, Ley, Wei, Sushi, Chewing and I. Plus one no helping couple-Shin and Hz.

Oh yeah, then we discussed our next activities before we left. Playing badminton? Swimming? ...

" Where to swim?", Mei asked.

"You want swimming on "kolam?" or drains?", Jocelyn answered.

"Mei, no, you swim on the manure pit! Haha~", I added.

"Ouch~" I got hits!!!

His words

"那之前带给你的困扰，很抱歉，那时的我还不懂事" Isn't weird? Perhaps, I should say since someone told me that and I feel weird!

It heard like, um, students to teachers or kids to parents. But, we're just friends. Yup, he is younger than me only one year old. Yet, should he said so?? Uh.. It's pretty weird.

Anyway, I don't know why I didn't block him in facebook. Blocking him at MSN, I didn't reply his messages or pick up his calls almost two years! Alright, I don't know why I could talk to him at first today in facebook. I got kinda regret as I talked with him, gosh, hoping that won't happen again, it might kill me and wish he really mature than before.

I guess he couldn't find me via phone because I had changed my number, LOL.

A friend who only Chin and Huey know.

Hang out with friends

##My mum asked me driving to Huey's house. Uh... on the way, she complained a lot and doesn't know how could I get pass? LOL... haha~ This was the first time I drove after got lessen. Huey fetched us.##

I hanged out with friends today again, sing K. We just went last week! Oh, I guess I'll attend on 26 March, however, will sing K again. Um.. My classmates asked for sing K on Sunday, uh, family's day, I've to consider about it. Btw, sing K again, one month go Amp Square 3-4 times, gosh!

We met many friends today. Alright, actually, Shi Lin would join us, finally she and Looi decided watching movies. Hence, left Theng, Cheng, Huey and I. I felt familiar when saw someone who bald, yet something blocked my view. Finally, gosh, KH turned and smiled to us, there got WC and CK also. Theng and Cheng complained me, "Why do you point people like that?" Well, what a shock? So, my action a little bit fun and over, walking away quickly, our gang and them, lol, it was seem like met someone who you hate.

When sing K, nobody could get high with Huey, as you know Theng and Cheng are won't high. Me? Um.. a little only, I won't be as crazy as Huey. Hence, Huey wasn't extremely high, but I guess she hoped. The room seem like became colder and colder after we backed from toilet, gosh, dear, I shivered, no I should say we shivered!! My songs..my turns to sing, oh no, my mouth and the whole body was extremely and seriously cold, shivering!

Then, Shi Lin and Looi came to join for last few minutes, lol. Shi Lin and Huey got high, haha~ It was fun. Before we had our dinner, we went to Popular since Theng & Cheng wanted to buy CD, I guess. I turned to look around and around, from the up floor until surrounded myself because I felt bore and I was interesting to see what other was doing. Shock again, CW with his dad. Zzz. Girls said want go to say hi? Btw, they pointed me that ask me go first if really want, lame, I confirmed he'd look us at the final.

Taking our dinner, well, Huey ordered many foods again, zzz. Full now! Shi Lin fetched us back since Huey needs go to class. A nice day.

My real feelings

Seriously, I did never regret to my decision. This time I really confuse, Tarc or Form 6? I admit I don't want study Form 6 since I braveness to challenge STPM and I dislike Seberang Jaya school. I only love Bagan Jaya, LOL.

I thought if choose Tarc, it only at Penang, I won't lost easily, I meant road. Besides, I can easily back home. After that, I got to know many of my friends study Tarc also, they will live there. Hence, I thought it is great I can live with my friends and needn't with other who I don't know, at least I won't scare about my new life there. It's okay if we are just different course, different school there.

Especially I got know my best friend study Tarc also, I'd feel great, everything will fine if got those friends and her.

But.... When I got know that course only at KL! Oh my god, I never think it'd! It's seem near, but it's strange and far for me. If you know me well, oh, needn't to know me well can also know I'm that which kind of person! I'm a weak person in whatever, including my health and mentally also! Last few days my stomach pain until I almost faint, couldn't even see things! I couldn't imagine, if I live at KL without friends help when I sick again. Besides, I scare no friends, I'm not that kind of active and I'm not so nice in communication with new friends. I'd fall apart if those problems happen+ new surrounding+ stress+ miss everyone... when my bad feelings all come, I'd cry like that day I worked!

If want me study at other place, at least let me learn how to communicate with new friends and others and let me become active. Um... I guess it's hard to change my personality.

***Stress? study Form 6 is stress... My STPM result should be good enough then just can go university. Its save money than college, no matter how.

Study Tarc is also stress as impossible lend too much money from loan until I got degree and I've to use dad's money, lots, maybe. You won't know my background, it look rich, but it's not really true, I hope to save my dad's money.

To prevent I fall apart at KL alone, I choose Form 6. Well, sighs... I think study Form 6 maybe after that I'd become mature to think and change a lot, so I'd more confirm isn't engineering.

##You're not selfish.. that greedy, I have also, I hope too. But, I'm really interesting Physic now. Nobody can accompany another one forever, even couples. I guess I'll jealous again if someday you're more close with new friends, LOL. Yet, it's not point one, I should accept it as you're not my friend only. Well, don't worry, when we free at the coming day, we can have gathering or whatever. Bless we good luck! Jia You... jia you, lol.

No friend forever, then we believe in each other's heart is still treat each other is friend also after many 10 years! Trust me, my best friends, friends also, if I consider as friends, then I'll try to remember you until the end of my life. Well, best friends are greater, I sure can remember you just in case your look change a lot.

Give you good example, Lim Hui Ling, hehe, you may don't know her. She is my extreme great friend, knowing my background, family, friends and everything (Last time, of course). However, we're not always contract now, but we'd joke when we meet, at least we have talk when we meet. For her and me, we're best friend, we always say until today also. No, we won't admit to each other, but in our heart, we are best friends. I feel great & touch when my mum told me that she said she's my very very very very... good friend (don't know she said how many "very", lol, but my mum said she said a lot "very".) (she told me last few months ago) =.="

17 March 2010

After I went education fair... I changed my mind. Study Form 6!! Huh? Study Form 6?

Um.. Listen to me.. I think twice.. I admit I fear. Fear... lonely+no friends+miss everyone+stress+regret+strange+challenges...and lots. Everything I have to face alone there, I don't think that I have this ability.

My course only KL have at if study Tarc... I've to go KL also. Do you think I'm brave enough to go a strange place? Huh? KL is a strange place? Well, one thing for sure, I born at B'worth, live at B'worth for 17 years and May I'll 18!! KL seem like near Penang, but, it's not true also, I never live there for even one week! How I can survive there? I'm not as active as Elaine, as brave as her too. Btw, I'll lost and don't know the way to back home, maybe, LOL... no even know how to "naik bus"!! I'm a stupid of road, haha~

Hence... I think... um... study Form 6, it is another way can achieve Engineering also ma.. lol.. study Physic.. Anyway, I'll try my best to be mature and independence. yea,, and active also!!

If can study university because it's cheaper than college... anyhow.. I can't get a good result I can still study Utar. Can't play after this.. sighs....

At least Form 6... I needn't.... well, I haven't prepare well in mentally.

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Zzz,,, I tell you, hey, Foo, he... sighs... Alright,we said to meet at 11a.m, but unfortunately my mum went out, so I sms to ask him come to fetch me because I couldn't go Shi Lin's house... But, until 11a.m, didn't reply me anymore. I called him before Huey called me, haha~ Then, he said he just awake when I called him. =.="

We'd have fun, you know singing, talking, Huey almost dancing in the car!! Gosh, that song-Nobody, haha~ We met many friends there. I've nothing to ask after ask the information about what I want. Then, I follow them to listen other, sometime I feel bore, I'd accompany Foo to listen other.. He always looked at me when asking, it made like I want to study those courses or colleges!! zzz...

We just ate one bread and drinks, full! Yet... that couple, ya, Lih Shin & Hz. Tell you, they held each other hands, lol. We "searched" for presents to Foo's sister, his sister's birthday... Yet, he asked us to choose presents for her sister. Then, Huey need to wait for her parents at Jeti there because she needs goes..um.. hehe.. Anyway, we were waiting for our turn at Ferry, she stood alone beside the road. We smiled to each at the beginning, she looks like a girl who no home to back or a crazy girl there! Yeah, the really mad girl start! Hey, we played Nobody with the windows opened and louder to make sure she could hear it... And, she seem like want to dance, lol, and... act fun until her parents came.

I thought about... Form 6 or Tarc... and compared while at Ferry. Suddenly, someone hugged my neck, gosh, Foo and Shi Lin won't do that and that couples were just beside me. So, I got shocked, zzzzz.... Originally, Ley, cheh... then, we had our talks... again couldn't leave study topics!! haha~

I discussed with my sister when back home... and compared with myself... Final answer... work hard to study Form 6! I want to be engineering, hope that I won't change after this, lol.

I heard my eldest sister comes, no... I should say I heard my lovely niece and nephews come, so I went out. Yeah,everytime they come, I'd go out my room. Looking at a man who sit at living room, suddenly, I think about my cousin, a cousin who I miss the most. Yet, he's not, that guy is brother in law's cousin, um, my eldest sister's classmate... Tell you another secret, lol, my eldest sister loved him before, haha~ Alright, I pretended don't know, hehe~ How would I know? As I read her daily accidentally after she married few years. xD

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Thanks my friends and family to give me supports and many advices...

and our driver, LOL.

can I do it?

Shi lin is right... If decide it, then needn't to think it again, hence think properly! I think and think.... few days.. few nighs!!

I played badminton with friends today. Shi Lin, Elaine, Huey, Foo... Hmm.. sighs.. Well, we played and talked together, lol, how great it was? That phenomena was like we didn't care the ball flied, but we could still hit it back. =.=" Give me five?? LOL. While Foo was my partner and we won. Then, Shi Lin and Huey, lol, using that special way, zzz... speechless..

Anyway, I'd have fun with them. Besides, our topics are just study...FUTURE! Oh dear, we couldn't leave these topics.

"How many night you didn't sleep?" Shi Lin asked.

"Sighs.. I couldn't sleep well lately, I think about what I want-Form 6 or Tarc? Then, if Tarc want study which course??....." I answered.

Gosh.. Yeah, now again, couldn't sleep. I think ... I knew I only like material & manufacture engineering, it is the only one I can pick, other no interesting at all!! But, I scare now... can I do it???

**If I study mechanical & manufacture engineering, I can help my dad after graduate, haha. But, my dad needn't engineer at all. See, he could draw, count, settle those engineering's work. zzz.. I'm not interesting to my dad's work at all.

## Suddenly, miss pizza... haha... I want to eat pizza!! LOL.

15 March 2010

I don't know it's my habitual or characteristic.

Every time, I have different opinions with my family and they reject me. I'd angry for few days until I fine.

But, sometime, it would special case like they'd accept my choice. Yet, they still hope that I could accept their. However, they approve me, I'd accept their opinion at the final.

##I received UPM@Ktac letter, it's in Malay language, feeling hard to read it because I need to digest those words first. Why they don't write in english, I use to read these kind of letters and data in english what.

**Lately, I love to listen "Replay" by Ivay. hehe~

I don't think that it should be learned some habitual from other, just be yourself.

Have a day with friends

Well, Huey fetched us to Sunway just now, watching Alice. Um.. I don't think it's a nice movie as you'd know the whole story before it come to the end!

Huey wanted to sing K again, lol. But, finally, we didn't. Then, we went to Popular.

After that, we had out dinner at Domino's, it's pizza quite nice and the cheese is cool, haha~ stick..

When she fetched me back home, just in front of house, she couldn't... erm.. well, anyway, blocked the road, so lorry and cars were waiting for us. Her car wasn't listen to her at that movement, um..

It's so... dangerous?

I'm

I never ever purposely to understand somebody else before, I believe time might let me know he/she.

[I guess maybe I was wrong, I should try to understand the friends who surrounding me.]

I think I'm selfish! When I feel unhappy, I won't tell, I also won't care the friends who around me are sad. I'd only say, "Cheer up."

[I moodiness to comfort people. While I'm not in sadness, I'd try to comfort.]

Candidly, I'm the person who easily get jealous and want to "occupy". I knew this kind of thinking is over, I'm trying to change it also.

[I try to don't show out the feelings as I think it might cause many unhappy matters happen.]

I feel myself is fake, a pretender. Somehow, I feel I'm, but which part I pretend to face my friends? I don't know indeed!! I feel I try to hide something, but where??

[Who can tell me which part isn't honest?]

I never care people who dislike me, I don't even want to know who hate me and the reasons.

[Now, I hope to know.]

Hey, I'm not that kind of people who get anger easily. I'll patient you for a long time, then suddenly burst out, it's me. Hence, next time don't always say sorry to me without reason or thought I angry.

[Perhaps, when I feel unhappy, I'd show out my unhappy face. Yet, it's not meant that I really very irritate. I just don't know how to hide my emotions sometime.]

Sorry.. thanks, my friends.

As you wish (whatever)

I beg you guys don't to ask where I want to study again!!!!!!! I almost become crazy because of it!!

Whatever...

I dislike to out my room these days since mum always ask where and what you want study. Yup, I've told them before, times!! Yet, she'd repeat their suggestions again and again! Before asked me, they'd repeat, after got my answers, they'd repeat! Therefore, now, I'm not gonna to tell, anymore!

Whatever...

Just as you wish!!! Trying to brainwash me, you know my attitude, if I couldn't get support from you, I won't choose it. But, why you want to treat me like that?

I don't want go to hell again!!! A class which I dislike, I studied there for two years. Now, you want me study in the school which I dislike for another two years again??

I cried

I cried these few days and I was just ate 3 pieces of breads and 1/3 bowl of rice for the whole day.

I locked my blog is depends on I'm not gonna bother anyone, bringing troubles for them or let anyone know I feel unhappy and need comforts. I found that the friends who surrounding me are sad as their results or futures. Hence, I'm not gonna disturb.

Alright, the reality is forcing me to have a choice right now, but what should I do?? I don't wish to study Form 6, especially Sebrang Jaya. Hey, I heard seniors said there are hell!!!

My 2nd sister wants me to study there, what a stupid choice? Well, if you don't want let me study college, it's okay, I can accept Form 6. But, see, the Form 6 here... which school is nice?? Sebrang Jaya? Chung Ling? I don't think it can accept me. Dato' Onn?? I don't know it well.

2nd sister, "Everyone study Form 6 is studied by themselves. They only hope of their tuitions, but not school teachers."

[You said it easy since you didn't study Form 6!]

my mum, "Study Form 6 is better. Between, you can ask your friends to fetch you go to school. Who want study at Sebrang Jaya? You just need to ask them for help. What course you want to study?"

[Have you ever think about my feelings? Every time you only want me to follow what you guys say!!!! Don't throw the questions to me. I knew you'd help me to think about it.]

I, "You can needn't to ask me what course I want to study, you just need to ask your another daughter, what course I should take, it's enough. I'll just follow it, satisfy? "

mum, "You pick it yourself, I'm not forcing you to study Form 6 or whatever course. Anyway, study Form 6 is better.... You needn't live at Penang, I can't take care of you."

[You don't alway say that you don't want to force me, but you try to brainwash me!! Yup, you just pretend to ask where and what I want study, but finally you'd say don't study there or what. Keep away your fake!!!!!

Whatever... place.. school.. driver... course... You guys pick it enough, needn't to ask for my opinions!!!!!!!!

Ask for my opinions, but finally want me to follow yours. Then, it's better if you don't ask!!!!! Whatever I choose, you all don't support me at all, never, ever!! You'd only listen to 2nd sister and want me to follow what she says, always!!!!!

It's enough... you choose, now, I don't want to choose!]

Don't touch my things (sorry)

My siblings and I dislike people touch our things or move it without our permissions, especially our books. Therefore, I want clean the room, I only would clean my things. My room was extremely messy like rubbish room. The books everywhere, my bookshelf full of her books which without arrangement, my sister occupies the whole room, her matters everywhere. I told her many times, if she doesn't clear her books from my bookshelf, I'll throw away it someday. She thought I was just joking and I braveness to do so.

You dislike I touch your things, it's okay, I hate people touch my things also. But, please clean and arrange everything as well. I had clear my books and clear my things, all just left yours.

Weeks passed, she always give the reason, "I lazy." Last night, I really took a box from my dad and put her books all inside the box. You don't want to clean, never mind, I help you. So, she scolded me, well, I scolded her back in front of my dad. How cool is that? My dad didn't scold me, hehe~ As my dad is a fair person, he asked my sister to clean the room.

Then, she took few hours to clean the whole room. Now, it's just look better.

I want to say, the living is messy, I don't care, but please, my room should be clean!

Changes

Can't deny that there are a lots of changes on everyone of my friends and even including me too. Now, March, sighs...

Won't you feel my blog becomes shorter and just the main points there? I don't know what's wrong with me, anyway, I dislike to blog long now.

I could easily cry in front of people depends on a little small matter, yet, I can't cry in front of friends right now. I keep the tears flowing in my heart.

There aren't only me have changes, but my friends also. Most of them become serious and mature than before. I guess, I should need some time to accept it, lol.

昨天好遥远哦

*******Farewell*****

Today is farewell for Elaine also. Well, hence, I was very busy today. I got to download many programs and replied my friends' message. Eh, I stopped that crap with them.

I almost to cry when thought about my mum's actions while on the way to Sunway. I appreciated and apologized that I need Jocelyn's dad came my house to fetch me go, sighs. I saw my aunt (五姑) looked at me when I was opening the door of car. I was thinking of... "na.. na..na.. Blek!!" LOL, something wrong with me, why I thought that, LOL. Uh, I never like her!

We'd very high while sang K. Dancing, jumping, singing, talking, getting high, getting mad..... We had took some videos and photos there, hehe~ Pn.Neoh came with us also, she didn't sing, haha, just sang "客人来看爸爸", LOL. She couldn't organized me at the beginning, haha~ Despite, I didn't have a talk with her, I kinda happy she could join as I miss her too, hehe~ Mei was crying while sang the song, uh, I was about to cry also. Surely, I tried to control the tears and I didn't look at Elaine, I'd fear to cry and so I just put my hand on her shoulders.

Thanks for Yang to fetch me back, I knew 顺路，but appreciate also. Sighs... I was about to sleep on the way to back home, haha~ *Waffle*

Anyway, it was a fun day and a tire day for me.

********Home********

Sorry that I was getting anger just now when I backed home, the way I talked with mum and sister. I was very hungry and you told me that, causing I headache.

Actually, I've no choice to follow what my family said just now, study Form 6! Well, I didn't want study Form 6, just dislike it.

My family is... what my 2nd sister said, we need to follow. Let's see this example. She said study Tarc, oh, then it's okay, I could accept it since I didn't want study Form 6. Besides, other family especially mum would support what she say and always. Therefore, mum forced me to study Tarc. Okay, I did the data and searched it from internet.

Just now, my 2nd sister said study Form 6. She changed and so mum changed. Again, mum say she won't force me, but.... listen, the god+ghost was behind to talk. Hence, mum follows her words also. Anyway, the result is... I need to follow what the god+ghost. I just hate it... but, I haven't choice.

I'm just going to the hell. I knew they're for my own good, but I hate people sometime say this, later change again!

Alright, calm down now, whatever.... all the same choices.

Mum just went to help me taking lessen, yeah! I got it, hehe~ I thought I'll get it tomorrow. ^^

sorry mum

I took my result this morning. In fact, I didn't want go early and stay too long at there, due to somethings, so I had to do so.

Candidly, I had a well prepare to face my result. I knew it'd be worst, I knew I'd let my family get disappointment and I'd get scold from them. Honestly, I hadn't any feelings like nervous my result anymore, I knew my standard, it won't drop and raise in SPM.

Well, uh, I asked Yang fetched me back. But, he turned the wrong way, so we planned to go Perfect Ice first. Alright, he said want to come my house to see laptop, yet, finally he didn't.

Mum, " Why he didn't want to see the laptop?"

I answered, " He looks doesn't has mood to see."

And so, my mum called her mum, "Yang doesn't want to see the laptop. Beside, you don't give too much stress for him. Later, you need to smile to face him, don't blame him, trying to comfort him yar. You can't give too much stress for him."

I was very surprised to hear it, it was from my mum's mouth. After she picked up the phone, I said, "Mum, this year got two people got 9As, the maximum one." (I wanted to continue to say) Yet, she said, "You can go in Form 6 is enough already. Don't think too much." I hushed and thought, "She is my mum??" I felt touch when heard it and I wanted to cry as those words. I didn't feel sad to my result, but I felt touch with her words. I knew she did the same way like she told my aunt (Yang's mum).

I thought she'd scold me... Perhaps, it's better if she scold or hit me like usual I got bad result. This is the first time she said so, I feel I'm useless and hate myself. Why mum want to give me comfort? But why not I gave her happiness and let her proud?

Sorry mum.

10 Feb 2010

I don't know that I could get my laptop in a short period. Well, I needn't to wait for them to let me play now especially at night! I should thanks my dad. Hehe~ Alright, he said I need to return the money after I work.

Yesterday, I had my car test. The first family member to know me pass was my eldest sister, of course, she brought me back. She was excited than me, "Yeah~" so loud in the phone and her younger son also. zzz.. Her son didn't know what her mum yeah about. =.="

Alright, my sister cheated mum that I failure, do you know what's her respond??

Mum, " wa diao zai, yi ji kuan lang tien diao failure.... " [hokien] She said a lots, looked down me!!!

I, "lu ga failure. wo pass liao lo.. er jie cai failure, ta yi qian failure parking, zuo tian hai xiao wo, jiang wo yi ding failure" [sorry, this laptop couldn't type chinese]

Zzz.. Luckily, I wasn't failure, otherwise they all sure would laugh me! I've to thanks my brother in law, eldest sister and younger sister as they supported me. ^^ Especially my brother in law taught me to drive.

When my dad back home, mum told him, " lu eh za bo kia ko tiok qia lessen liao." I laid on my brother's bed with the door closed and they were at kitchen.

Dad, " wa, hia gao ar. da dao kiu wa zai, ji bai ai kiu yi zai wo qi jia KFC liao, ai kiu yi qiang liao. kiu mo.." hate this name, zzz, but, I was laughing in the room also as he praise me.

***Actually, it might be a long blog, but I haven't mood to continue.