I don't know I'm tire or bored?

Sighs... I've a little bit regret to have work early. I feel so sorry to my friends because I can't go out with them. Although, I extremely hope I can. >.<

After exam & working now, I really feel like my life become meaningless, getting bored & tire. I feel like I've losing something. A target???

After come back from work, watching movie & FB-ing. What can I do except this?

Yoy, I don't know la...

A new start

Before today, I was thinking why the exam haven't finish yet? Why the time pass so slow?

Finally, everything is over now.

I washed my blog & helped it changed a new cloth. hehe. I accidentally opened out a few old posts, I wonder why I was so funny to write that. haha.

I found out some error on my layout, I didn't know how to solve. Helpless. x.x

I gotta work starting from this Saturday, ahh~ I'll be tired, I guess.

Alright, end here, bye bye.

b'day 2011

Hmm~ well, I think this year might be better than before, I mean my friends remembered it, hehee~ However, it was still during the EXAM!!!

Um, I've celebrated 4 times for my b'day. With my lovely friends, they brought me to Penang & treated me to watch movie & eat! They paid for the whole day payment for me! hahaa~ Anyway, thanks girls, huey, yanling & ley. It was really fun to go shopping Gurney & Strait Quay with you!! & the James Foo's western food, hahaha~ xD That day we backed home after 12am, bad girls. hehe~

Of course, my darling celebrated with me & gave me presents. hehe~

Mei treated me supper at SOS. We met Pei Yi there, she is working at there. We were like "siao po" always took pictures. Seriously full!!

In the home the only one who remember my b'day--- my 2nd sister. She ordered the cake & brought Mc.D & KFC to celebrate with me. hehe~ My little nephew excited like was his birthday & he always "rampas" to blow the candles, this time too. Hence, I didn't make any wishes & just simply like that. hahaha... 2nd sister bought me a pretty white bag while my younger sister, she found out the sailormoon cartoon movies for me, hehe~

Huey always send the very creative b'day wish to us, & I got it too. hehe~ Gonna write it here...

At the beginning she asked me to guess what kind of fruit is black & cold.

(hokkien)黑冷=oren，　送你ｏｒｅｎ，含了１００ｃｃ的平安健康，２００ｃｃ的天天开心，３００ｃｃ的心想事成，还要？都要榨干了。哈哈～ (she shiok sendiri) Frens r kip in heart though v cnt face 2 face everyday lik that time we owned~bt i will kip in my memory always~I RELI WISH V CN B FRENS 4EVER~nup its should be a things call NEVER END 4 TAT~luv u o~ vry long hor~ ok nia la~ 1 year 1 wish only~ haha~(you also know hor? but still have ko) las wish u n ur fiance stay sweet~ For a person i dont get to see everyday! but i care always! nt u n he but me~ hahah~ hapi b'day dear~ lala...nineteen dy~ OFFICIALLY^^ ( siao po)

Yanling sent one, i have kept, but i didnt show here. hee~ she asked to let her exceed in my heart. hahaha~ so greedy!

My bag, heheh~ white one, how long I dream to have a white bag!! hehe~ (From my 2nd sis)

Can you see there are some Mc.D & KFC?

My birthday cake~ｈｅｈｅ

ruins

I don't know why there are some of them are insane, always getting mad at a sudden.

I don't know why she can't just forget the pass.

Filial obedience,

we're not that cold-blood people, but we know if we go, we done the filial obedience. Yet we might get scold from the both sides people. & She would definitely get mad again.

What about if we didn't go? That side of people came to scold us also, well, we go or not, they'd scold us also. Nonetheless, at least she won't scold us & won't get mad. Hence, it is better we don't go. Later if anything happen, then our fault again.

We had already chosen since few years ago, both are lovely one, and we had to choose one.

Nobody even called us or told us, & suddenly went back home, we got scold. Suddenly, the fighting show as a movie again.

Why it is so difficult to stop all of that?

Why can't be just peace?

I hope to move, I rather move to the small house there which is far away from here!!!

I rather sleep at a small room, a small space.

I WISH TO MOVE!

Still be here, there will have infinity fights.

I couldn't sleep well at all!! I fear until I'd shear.

The tears dropped. I think I'll have few days night mare again.

I'm extremely tire & even talk also.

Gods, I beg you, please stop the fight.

*He is fine now, even can scold people in this morning. ==

grandpa

I know he is sick for weeks.

& he is weird & sometimes would kinda childish & easily angry.

He didn't even want to see a doctor, he dislikes.

Perhaps, he isn't a good one, but he is the only one my lovely grandpa forever, no matter what he did.

I don't know what to do.

I know he is old now, 8+ something, I can't expect he'd have many ten more years.

Anyway, I only wish and desire he'll be well soon.

visit to hers hostel

Our first station were BM to having our lunch there. Then, we on the way to Penang, we were waiting in the traffic jam for quite a long time, I was so sleepy & hot at that moment.

Girls, always non-stopped to talk, haha, so there wasn't bore at all. However, the radio wasn't function well & the journey was pretty long too. Of course, we had our jokes, talking about the old time we had together. I found that we would like to talk about the old time lately, it's like only a gang of "old" people like to mention about.

Finally, we reached their hostel, some of them played their laptops, notebooks or chatted. Huey sudden had an idea to hide into Jocelyn's room, she always had this idea to shock people. =.-" Anyway, we were hiding there & shocked her, Mei was quite fun to hide beside her bed. LOL. Of course, we succeed. Ai wei helped them to paint the nails & while I was lying on Jocelyn's bed with her & "slept", haha.

We had our dinner together, with a whole big gang of girls!!! We met Alex with his friends there too. The last station was Tutti Frutti, it tasted special & nice, but it is quite expensive too.

Gonna said bye bye & I found that Jocelyn's expression was so funny, xD know you'd miss us, hahaha.

In the car, Yean Nee talked about how we first met, if she didn't say, I really almost forgot it. We knew each other at a tuition centre during primary school & she sat beside me, we were quite close at the tuition.

13 March

Finally, we could hang out today. The venue was Pacific, hehe~ We always went to Sunway till feeling bore to there, so we changed the location.

We shared about our currently, when we was waiting for the lift to go to cinema, looking for Mei & Jocelyn, they was coming out from there.

Then, we had our Big Mama movie & a short shopping period. They said I cool as the movie was fun, but I didn't laugh as much as them. =.-" I'd laugh, girls! We got our western food at chak leng pak, it tasted nice & full! Backed home.

Miss them so much, finally, could hang out to meet them, hehe~

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I heard that my grandpa's legs are pain lately.

Hence, my aunt asked him whether that he wants to see a doctor, but do you know what he did?

I feel fun to hear it too.

He answered softly, he didn't want. & the second time my aunt asked, he covered his face with his bed sheet, such like a child.

Anyway, bless he'll be well soon.

I love my laptop

You know what? It left me for a few months since my eldest sister's laptop was broken down & she need my laptop to work.

It is my personal laptop and so I keep all my things & set all my best friends' link (blogs) at the front page of my common use software, so that I can easily get know what's new from their blogs & easily for me to visit. Yet when it wasn't along with me, I got to find out their link & as long as I was seldom to visit too. Besides, one more thing was I need to use 2nd sister's laptop, it is limited to use other's thing.

I'm feeling great that it is back to me now. ^^ love it!

CNY

初二
这天超闷的~除了去拜拜，外婆家和二姐的干爸家以外，一整天都在家了。

初三
去了7个朋友家 (惠，琳，菁&婷，媚，梨，培，倩）拜年，有大概22个人（惠，菁，婷，媚，梨，培，丽倩，倩倩，扬，槐，发，镇，楷，Shawn，芯，忠，云，惜，鸿，浚伟，综） 5 6辆的车+1辆摩多。 呵呵，很久没那么多人聚在一起了。开心~

Shawn在倩的家赢了好多钱哦，应该是每个人都输他，运气真好。

初四

原本约好8.30am去吃早餐的，可是我们都睡不醒，结果9am才冲冲忙忙的出门。吃完早餐，我们去综家拜年再去扬家坐坐。过后，去槐家拜年，可是他一看到我们就把门关上，哈哈~

我们故意不通知鸿，突然杀到他家去，呵呵~当我们参观他房间时发现了他还有list着要到谁家拜年去，真的是。。。 他们在那里赌了一会儿，再到我家来。 可怜的我被锁在房里不能出来，哈哈~

先到菁& 婷家等他们冲凉，在那个时候猴子来，她们好像要去打仗似的把门关上。然后再去惠家等他冲凉，我一直把她妹妹的名字给搞乱，哈哈~ 我到shawn家坐了一会去浚伟家，他们又赌了，哈哈~

之后，跟怡玲和她哥哥和彦菱去吃肉骨茶。

这天应该有十三个人左右吧。

初五

开学了，在学校真的超想睡的。补完习就跟他们去鼎峰家，再去姓陈公司吃晚餐。然后，到发家看恐怖片再到仁家看他们抢火锅来吃，哈哈~又看他们赌博咯！

初一

原本说好要守岁，结果二姐睡着了，所以我们也跟着睡，呵呵~

一大早，妈咪就来跟我们说，谁要红包的快点起床。。可是，我还在赖床直到听到舞狮的声音。。有点尴尬，因为我还穿着睡衣，哈哈~

等到大姐来，我们就拍全家福，可是二姐和弟弟一直在照镜子。。==让我们等了很久。。 我弟昨天超帅的。突然间，他说要骂爸爸，结果就是冒出一句：“爸，你为什么生我那么帅。。”炸到。。

过后，去外婆家，又和表兄弟姐妹他们拍照，只有三个而已，剩下的都没去。。

我们再去拜拜，真的是很烟很多人，连拜拜也怕怕。。其实，除了我父母，我们都不想拜拜的，太多人，又很多烟，只好跟妈咪“减价”，我们只拜主要那尊而已。。

晚上到大姐家过夜，因为晚上要去朋友家。。那几个要我和妹妹陪他们在肯睡。。

除夕+初一

昨晚，忙着准备吃团圆饭，火锅，嘻嘻~ 二姐的男友也来，经常看见他被二姐骂，可怜摆了。。

还有妈咪一直拿给他，感觉好像他不会自己拿哦？！ ==

爸爸要我们三姐妹折衣服，结果就是两个不停的按电话，一个就坐在那儿照镜子。。 xD

我们三个还像傻婆一样用跑的被妈咪去拜拜，在路边这样跑的有点好笑。。

从庙里出来时，舞狮团也正要离开，结果。。

舞狮团：“拜拜~拜拜~新年快乐~” （有点。。。炸到，又有点好笑。。还有点怪怪的。。因为有点热情）

妈咪和姐都有回应他们。。

最后，他们冒出一句：“aunty, 你的女儿漂亮咯。。” ==

我弟说，为什么没说他帅？！ 哈哈~

过后，再去济公庙拜拜和补运。。刚补完运就被烫到脚，我还真可怜。。还好爸爸赶紧带我回家给我药膏涂。。好多了。。

The day we gather

It was a fullfill night.

I had two tuition in a day plus one more hung out with friends after tuitions, the time was seriously full!

During the tuitions', of course, tired & sleepy especially during

I felt like back to before when I was with them, the feelings just were the same. I guess the chance for us to gather is getting lesser and lesser. There is so hard to find a time which all of us are free. Anyway, we had our talked, shared & laughed. hehe~

My stomach was very full too, I ate too much, haha...

It was nice to gather with them again & Elaine was backed. She bought us presents, thanks. hehe~

We gonna hang out on Tues again. xD

unhappy days

I don't know whatever should say my EQ high or I'm good in control my emotions.

The girl, she really made me crazy!! I hoped to scold her and even wanted to throw her RC question paper. She was totally ignore teachers' words and even my words! What the teachers said?? "Everyone tell me his/her decision on Friday and can't do the CNY title!"

But the girl!!! She wasn't only didn't give me her decision and even purposely said she wants to do CNY one. Besides, I said nicely to her, repeating & reminding her, yet she was ignore my words! How come I won't hot?? I've something need to do, there is not only what you see, that piece of paper.

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Uh, I've been such a long haven't get insomnia, I slept on 3a.m. something and woke up at 6.30a.m.

I feel regret to go to Wee's house and I think I'll no longer rather to face them.

They wanted to force me say something to them, yet I didn't even talk after that, nothing I can say. Alright, they changed targets & finally we got know, she is in a relationship, a little bit surprise.

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I think I shouldn't be like this, maybe.