This holidays

Since certain reasons, I went back at Saturday morning with my coursemates & friends. I took a bath, then started the penang trip with them. Our first station was Kek Lok Si, having lunch around 3pm there. >.< Going to friend's apartment, we had our dinner after that. We went to Strait Quay, the shops almost were closed we went arrive. Anyway, they took some pictures at outside the snoopy cafe. Well, I arrive home around 1.30pm, extremely tire.

The 2nd day, we went to Chew Jetty, capturing some pictures and bought the herritage clothes. >.< Hmm... We walked the whole herritage for at least 2 round. =.-" My legs are very pain right now, it was damn hot that time also. Then, we went to 1st avenue & walked to eat cando & laksa. The next station was Gurney Plaza, they sang K there, while I shopping at there. Damn tire. However, I backed earlier this time.

Today, they gonna come to Butterworth. hmm... I rest at morning, & later gonna meet them & bring them out.

The time flies. I feel very hate when I think about I gonna back to Uni at this Sun. & maybe I'm not going back here for 5 weeks!!

a day without a msg

A day that without message, without SMS... >.<


Sighs...

I feel emptiness, bored, lost, moodiness, ......

I need somebody to 'accompany' when I read.
How come I'd have this kind of weird habit?? Argh~!!!

I find out I'm fail today...
Where are my friends? Lolx... xD
pa toh??? studying??? working???
sighs...

Hope that I could survive again on tomorrow and as soon as possible.. hehe...
*BUT, there are something extremely TOO BAD for  me, I'm going back my hostel tomorrow & I got titas test on Monday~!!!!!!*
Anyway, I'm expecting my REAL holidays after those 5 days, hehehe...
Since there is no more test after that, I think.
& I could have my outing!!!!!!!!!!! Hehhehee~

Bye, home~

[homesick]

I was terrible sick last few days at uni, tiring and suffering me at there.
Well, I got gastric again when I took medicines, it was dying indeed since I couldn't have something which can warm my stomach well, not even a porridge! (I got my  porridge just now at Kwang Hwa there, damn nice. I miss it so much when I sick there!!)
After I ate many days nestern there, I bought the rice there.
Seriously, I couldn't finish it since I felt to vomit out.
Hmm..The thing that I felt irritate was the doctor there!!!
You know what, she didn't want to give me MC, what the hell~!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily, my parents came to fetch me back on Fri night.
I got the 1st hot food at BW! It made me felt much more better!!
At Perlis, I think it is raining for about 3 weeks there, where to dry the clothes after we washed??! >.<
Nonetheless, I sick this week, & I didn't have so much energy to wash clothes, therefore I left it beside until my parents said they wanted to fetch me back. Hehehe...
I think I didn't wash clothes for about one week, hahahaa...

Thank god that I could back home, otherwise I won't think my illness will be cured.
Some of friends said, "You're homesick la... is not sick..." haha...
Alright, I think it was due to I walked under the rain & due to the whether there.

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I  have my mooncake day at BW this year again, but I didn't have BBQ party at my home this year.
I remember that my friends would keep noising me to do it, but just left few of them rather to clean for me.
I really enjoyed it, although it was  tired.

At previous years, we'd have some tanglung competition here, yet I couldn't find it here today. Why?
hmm.. I didn't go to auto city today, but "dou mu gong" I went there, just have some food there.

I found that Penang people if go to other state will just miss the FOOD here. hahaha...
Well, I want to say that, I'm proud & happy that I born here & grow up here with so many delicious foods. xD
We're blessed that we got 24hrs yummy food here. haha..

BUT so sadly :-( I gonna leave here tomorrow again!

see you & bye bye, my lovely home, hometown, family & friends (however, I didn't meet you guys these days.) .

Uni life

I'm dying... I wish I could needn't to study anymore.
What a terrible Uni life?!

There are many insects, such as spiders & cockroaches all around the hostel. OMG~
Besides, I wonder where the dust come from, even though we've closed all the windows & door.
You know what, I put one cup of water on table & without cover it, & I just walked away for a few min, then there were something "dots" inside. >.<
& my clothes, I wonder why after I washed, it still couldn't very dry & clean (have some dust when I dry) ...
I wonder after these days,what my table & the living room gonna be??!
Hmm..my housemates are so... sighs...

The most special one is we need to go campus by bus, & our campuses are around the whole Perlis.
That's why people says, "Unimap=Perlis, Perlis=Unimap."
Okay, let's talk about the bus.
We need to go to wait bus before 1.5-2hrs before the class start, so you can imagine that if we've class at the early morning, we've to wake up very early & "grab" the bath room.
Luckily, I didn't have class at 8am at this Sem yet.
What I learn from there is ... sleep on the bus!!! Gosh, I couldn't sleep on bus last time, but now I can.
Well, the bus sometimes won't come on time, so we've to early lo.....
And, IF you go with a wrong bus, then congrat you, lolx, you sure gonna be late even you come out 1.5hrs before to wait the bus.
I'm seriously tire to "naik" bus~

I wish I could REALLY move to a totally new hostel next year.

Can I don't want to study?? yoy,..

be nothing

I don't know why everytime when I talk there is nobody listen to me.
This problem occur since I was a kid until today.
Is fine they didn't listen me.
Then, as long as I become much more quiet & dislike to talk & share so much.
Since I'm tire, really really really very tire.

Happiness, sadness, problems, the things I want, my thoughts...
Just keep inside.

Then, when the people around realise something wrong about me, that's too late.

Don't ask me, "Why you dislike to talk? Why you didn't answer me?..."
There is no point to ask you because I'd never say out the reasons.


1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time & there might have the 4th time I repeat.
But after that no more even when the case really happen when I told or just about to happen.

When some problems happen as I remind before, I won't say anything again.
I wish to prevent, but it is what you WANT.
The result, the ending you want.

I knew I'm not lovely, not even cute, pretty & vivid.
I don't mind I to be continue in this kind of life, I just don't understand why I'm still survive.
Perhaps, I'm not suppose to be here.

the next station

This will be my first time to leave my hometown, living at another state alone...
Perhaps, you may not feel so because there are quite many friends will study the same Uni with me also.
Nevertheless, they're not same course with me & I'm not close with them also.

I just feel little afraid & complicated to be there.

I gonna really face everything, problems & situations there by my own-self.
20, is time to be independent, right? But, I'm still scare of it.

"Be brave to face everything, is time to grow up!"


My brother who is younger than me only one year old & he'll graduate earlier than me maybe will around the same year also.
Uh, I feel the gov. is really wasting our time for just waiting. Why don't they process faster & quickly?
Even though, they make the process slow, they'd NEVER  make a prefect & right result also. (of course, I'm not talking mine..)

Can I graduate earlier than my brother?? >.<  
I don't want follow his back to graduate since I knew I'll still get nothing if I late than him.

nano ipod

my first Ipod here... this is my b'day present this year..
Today, I just try to learn it & try to use it...

finally I found that it is troublesome...

since the note at the box isn't detail at all... so I've to read it..

I wonder knw... who can teach me how to use except reading this???

look, I need to download the itunes...

& use itunes to download a program to suit with my ipod. >.<

so trouble.............. 

Geram nia~

Why don't you leave after the Fair?  Why now? Yoy...

You knew you're the only left, so why don't you leave after it. 

Why don't you let me go peacefully?

Why you wanna treat me like this??

You, an annoying ones with such bad attitudes & this & that!! 

Besides, don't you ever think that you need to learn, but not depend on your staffs?!

You make all your staffs resign & because of your words, if you don't gonna to change it, you'll suffering only!!

Even  though, until now, no more salesman help you, & you still hope to depend me? or just get mad at there?

Ten few days to go, I gonna leave there. 

I don't know you guys gonna "die" or me.... 

I think I gonna join that "wa beh tahan liao~"

shop, hear they quarrel. 

home, hear parents...

now, I'm hearing my grandpa is scolding her~ 

can you guys please shut up? 

 

laptops

There are some types of laptop with different appearances, characteristics & functions.

Notebook, netbook & ultrabook. 

Notebook is what we usually see, it is heavier & with larger screen inches. The previous notebook runs with platinum, but it has came with intel core I3, I5 & I7. Besides, it has one characteristic which netbook & ultrabook don't have, that's CD room. Nonetheless, notebook comes with dedicated graphic.

Ultrabook can be consider as new technology for laptops, it is light & slim & much more easy to bring out. The inches are about notebook size. Ultrabook has also intel core I3, I5 & I7 & comes with integrated graphics. Since it is too thin, it doesn't has CD room. Its battery is better than notebook as well because it could stand until about six hours on intel I5 or I7 after charged. Um, notebook only use for 3-4 hours after charged on intel I5 or I7.

Netbook doesn't has core intel I3, I5 or I7 so far, is just intel atom N455. By the way, it is the smallest version of laptops,the mini ones. It runs with high version of window 7 as well. Moreover, its battery life is about 8hours after charged. It doesn't so good in editing videos, gaming & multi tasking.

Tape & Tab

At 70s-90s, we used to say, "I wanna buy a tape." or "I wanna rent a tape." since it was for entertainment used. This tape was used to record movies & songs, it called tape recorder as its full name. It was hard to play forward & play back as CD or DVD nowadays. I still remember that we had to use sense to play forward or play back it with an instrument. 

It is how its look like. 

Well, it consider as expensive at that years, so some people would choose to rent it from shop. It is replaced by CD & DVD now. 

Nowadays, people expect to have a tablet which we call it "tab" as usual. Alright, it is one type of entertainment also. Besides, certain type of tablet can use for calling also. It is a new technology which many people dream to have it even a kid too.

I-pad, Samsung Galaxy Tab, Iconia Tab & so on, they're runing by a program, android. Um, they're not runing by windows as desktops or laptops. 

20 years old

Me, 20 years old now.
Am I look old?
Sighs...
Some people guess I'm 26. =.-"
Once, a customer asked her son to call me as aunty.
I was thinking, "Aunty? I look like as old as you? Please lar, if I until your age, I won't wear as you such a real aunty style!"
I admit I look mature always, but I'm not that old. =.-"

Taurus will getting prettier when getting older... ( This is what I looked from somewhere)
Well, before I saw this, I've planed what should I've & how to take care of myself.
I wanna be a woman who is fashion, instead of be an aunty.

Erm.. I just passed my 20 year old birthday.

Seriously, I can't belive that time pass so fast & I'm 20 now.
Besides, I can't accept it indeed, but I've to.

The people who I know is getting more & more...
Nonetheless, some people getting further with me, some getting closer.
Perhaps, it's life.

Perhaps, sooner, the cake will have more & more candles...
Life is short indeed.

rewatch Peter Pan

I re-watched Peter Pan movie with my sister last night.. hmm..

My sisters said, my brother re-watched the "假面超人" (old type) last night, & said why both of us become such like children..

I was watching the old one too, haha..
I always think to re-watch it since yore.
Somehow, girls might like a happy ending such as Cinderella, Snow white or Sleeping Beauty.
But, I like to watch this sad ending. >.< gosh...

A few ago, when the first time I watched it, I wish to have Peter Pan 2 because the ending isn't what I wish.

It's weird that even though I don't want this ending, but I always think to re-watch even now.. >.<

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I dreamt a dream last night.... hehe... I saw a few presents when I opened a door, haha...
Then, I gave all to people.  hahhaa..xD

It's alright!!!

It's alright!!
It's fine to do that...

Just do it...

I don't mind to be a pretender with you.
That's good you pushed me into blaze.
You make me thorough abhor you!

You've to accept the fact which you made me irritate.
You think I'm nice, I'm good?
DON'T try to STEP ON my tail!

2mths 13 days

2 months & 13 days left...

I wish the day I quit is now... I really feel hard to breathe!
My burden is getting heavy. Well, I'm not a superwoman, why they like to throw things to let me settle all?

When I started my work at there, the shop has 4 salesman. One week later, one of them quited. One month later, one more quited. 4 months later, one more resigned. Now, my shop only left one salesman.
Last time, anyone of them take off on which day, I can't take off.
Now, everytime has anyone of them take off, I've to do full day, that's mean 10-11 hours a day.

I knew they want me to do so since they knew I'm a person who very quite even bully by others.

Sometimes, the jobs, they can do it themselves, but they THINK I'm too free. Hence, throw everythings to let me settle. I got my own jobs to do too even sometimes I've many things need to do on my hands, they still THINK I'm free.

Alright, I got scold yesterday. I just turned on my computer & gonna prepare to do the opening shop matters, the phone was ringing, I felt annoying indeed especially I saw it was called from a branch & I knew what they wanted. I has been first time seem people requested my helping hands like him! Fine, I thought to help too, but since he scolded me, I didn't want to help anymore.
2nd times was I called to HQ for asking some details about a case. She straight scolded me, "I asked you guys to order the goods, you didn't want, now ask me still have goods or not!" Shit you!!!!!!!!!!!! Order or not to order is not me, this small small clerk can say one or I can do order one, okay?

My mind was blank while they scolding me, keeping quite like that. I felt want to cry indeed. Am I speak too nice too soft to them??

It's bad to feel like I always get bullying at there!!!!!!!
Who can teach me to be strong enough to protect myself not to get bully from other?

I want to resign NOW! This is what my heart wants!!!!!!!!
But, my rational wants me to be responsible...........
Since I said I want to quit at end of June.
Well, no matter how, no matter they have new clerk or not, I'll definately want quit that time!!!!!!!!!!

the first tear with happiness

I never know the story behind has so many details... which can makes me surprise.

Everything is out of my mind...

& I'm very exciting until right now... hehe..xD

The tears dropped with happiness & well-being, its needn't any sweet words, but the true words & the story...
Before this, I always thought which situation & words could make me tearing with happiness...
Now, I know it... & the feeling too.

I feel touch indeed...

Thanks for loving me.... ♥♥♥♥♥

what to do?

They asked me to go company's annual dinner...

I'm considering what should I wear that day &...

should I make up? (but... I lazy to do so...)

As I know there are pretty high class... since I attended their annual dinner before...

what to do???

Actually, I thought to don't go... but it's too late to say so, I've to go. sighs..

perhaps, it's good to go because I have chance to eat.. 

on call 36 hours

I like this movie so much!

Unfortunately, it didn't complete all the episodes yet,

so I couldn't watch all it.

Well, I'm waiting for the complete episodes!

hehe~!!

currently

Isn't when a people who become old just will always remember/miss the pass?

I miss the childhood I had & I thankful that my childhood wasn't electronic & high technology!!
Sometimes, I'd miss the people who accompany me across my childhood, yet when I meet them now, I don't know what to say & what to talk with them...

No matter how close I was with them, now...only left strange & speechless....
I've changed? or them?

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about my work...

sometimes, I think to quit... but sometimes, I think to don't quit..

Because... Although, sometimes the jobs come in one time & make me breathless, but when I did something wrong, she didn't scold me...hmm.... & I from a "don't know electronic things..." become a "know"... the brands.. & which brand is better, which is lousy......

valentine day?

It is just a day, a day which have ONLY 24 hours as usual...

I didn't expect I could celebrate it with my beloved indeed.

Seriously,somehow I didn't have any feeling before this day come & it had pass...

whenever... even a non-special day, as long as you feel happy that day, it is yours day.

Well, I've rejected to attend friends' available valentine day, haha, since I was sick last night...
So...my valentine day was...working.. watched movie at home, rest & slept...

sighs...i wonder when i could recover from my illness..

現在社會-道德腐敗

case 1:

有次跟家人去吃晚餐。。。看著那碗面被捧著向我們來，以為是給弟弟的，結果就去了隔壁桌。那情侶一坐下就有面來，我們也覺得奇怪，可是看他們付錢就沒多疑。我們等弟弟的面等了接近半小時，我們也去吹他好幾次， 才送來。送來後，隔壁桌的女生就跟她男友看著我們邊說邊笑的。。。這才知道，原來他們是根本還沒去叫面吃，看到有人拿去她桌就直接付錢，吃了。然後害我們白等了半小時。。。連這樣吃的也要用手段，真卑鄙。

case 2:

以下情況並不特別，應該很多人都是這樣，要不就會遇過。。。

去一個飲食中心，有時高朋滿桌，有些人就要餓著肚子等著別人吃完離開。但，偏偏有些人看到別人再找位子時，就會刻意的吃得超慢，明明就是三兩下就能吃完的，他們就慢慢的享受著。有些甚至已經吃完了，就偏在那聊天不離開。 真是有夠沒腦的。

case 3:

我見識到對付以上的人還有個方法。。。

有人看到別人那樣故意慢慢吃，他們就直接去拿走坐著人已經吃完的盤碗去一旁放著。結果，坐著的人原本要慢慢的也被比起來離開了。。。

那些起來離開後就說拿掉他們盤碗的人很沒禮貌。。。那，他們難道他們那樣故意慢慢就很有道德？？