Thursday, December 31, 2009

你看不到的天空

好像漂浮了很久
自从那天你放开了手
应该是两个人来的港口
我一个人在许你温柔

用你的目光看海
可乐冰痛了我的指头
幸福又快乐的地球人
不断从我的身边经过

对你还能怎么说 怎么做
做什么也都不够
插在口袋中 是没有人来握住的手
我的表情并不多 心也不痛
我只不过是不懂
世界在热闹什么
我在你看不到的天空
看着灿烂的烟火
这城市孤单的人只有我
没有谁在乎谁跟谁分手
每个时钟都继续转动
许下你听不到的承诺
流星怎么不坠落
在倒数声中我剩下什么
没有谁感性 对回忆爱不释手
但我无力对抗这整个世界的寂寞
Oh oh yeah~


用你的目光看海
可乐冰痛了我的指头
幸福又快乐的地球人
不断从我的身边经过
对你还能怎么说 怎么做
做什么也都不够
插在口袋中 是没有人来握住的手
我的表情并不多 心也不痛
我只不过是不懂
世界在热闹什么
我在你看不到的天空
看着灿烂的烟火
这城市孤单的人只有我
没有谁在乎谁跟谁分手
每个时钟都继续转动
许下你听不到的承诺
流星怎么不坠落
在倒数声中我剩下什么
没有谁感性 对回忆爱不释手
但我无力对抗这整个世界的寂寞
Ho~~ ha~~ ho~~ no no no no ha~~ ha~~
我在你看不到的天空
看着灿烂的烟火
这城市孤单的人只有我
没有谁在乎谁跟谁分手
每个时钟都继续转动
许下你听不到的承诺
流星怎么不坠落
在倒数声中我剩下什么
没有谁感性 对回忆爱不释手
但我无力对抗这整个世界的寂寞
我该如何去面对
整个世界的寂寞





不應該在被感動。

付出

This is an very old song. I got difference feel when heard it again accidentally, I have long time didn't hear this song already.

你每天都把自己 关在屋里
听同一片CD 麻痺所有的泪滴
我全都看在眼里 却无能为力
伤痛的心 仿佛无法痊癒 心痛 难过
只因为你冲动 没有后悔不觉得累
我愿为你承受 付出 付出我的全部
我给你幸福 Oh Yes You Know
只是在 你愿不愿意接受 幸福
我愿给你最真挚温柔 摊开你的双手 就让一切从头

你每天都把自己 关在屋里
问同一个问题 放不开他的离去
你该学会勇敢的接受他做的决定
不再惦记 他留下的痕迹 想要永远
只有为你冲动 不会后退不觉得累
我愿为你承受 付出 付出我的全部
我给你幸福
Oh Yes You Know
只是在 你愿不愿意接受 幸福
我愿给你最真挚温柔 摊开你的双手 就让一切从头
 
从此只为你烦忧
You Gotta Tell Me What Can I Do
我早已决定甘心的为你 付出 付出我的全部
我给你幸福 Oh Yes You Know 付出 付出我的全部
我给你幸福 Oh Yes You Know 只是在 你愿不愿意接受
幸福 我愿给你最真挚温柔 摊开你的双手 就让一切从头


为什么要带我去?
有沒有想過我會迷路?
沒有心動就不會有心痛!

Happy New Year

Friends, how long I know you? When we started to be friends? How we started to be friends? The process is weird. Year pass year... 2005..soon..2006→2007→2008→2009... Now, 2010!

The years I studied with you,
the years we same tuition together,
the years we shared our happiness and sadness to each other,
the years we got high like crazy,
the years you gave me happiness and sadness or hurts,
it have passed.

Me..Gwee Wan Theng from a quiet person changed to be kinda talkative person.
A person who would like to share everythings to friends, become just want to share the happiness to friends, I tried to hide. (But, seem like I failure when face you...)
A person who seem like will haven't many friends, I thought I won't have much too, but the real is I got a lot.
A person like me, lol, got very best friends, they could know what I'm thinking about, what I want they just through observation. (without shared by me)
I knew there is hard to find a friend who can keep your secrets and tell them your real feelings.
So, I appreciate the god let me met you.

I'm sorry, my friends, I sent you my blessings after I woke up, but not immediately.
The message..everyone is difference. but, the blessings and "love you" is same, of course, haha.
Besides this, those message just for girls could receive, because got the word "love you". xD

For all of my friends, no matter girls or guys and how close you're with me...
Happy New Year.
Healthy, get away from harmful virus and accidence.
Good luck in everything at this new year 2010.

My friends, I don't wanna to see the word "keep in touch", it meant like we'll be separated.
I love all of my friends, but not only girls, just people will misunderstand, so I...
I'm gonna to miss you all and hope I won't forget you.
I was tearing when writting this blog.

Attended a party which I shouldn't attend?

I'm really tire now, I just wanna to sleep and take a rest.

Actually, I got a little bit don't want to go to this party. Besides this, I got many things caused me couldn't go there. Finally, I chose to attend and I could attend.. I think I should thanks to my friends, the first one is Huey, of course her..she helped me to ask Sushi to bring me went and backed, I clearly knew it. Second, Sushi, she brought me went there and backed home, it was bothering her. I could see many friends, especially girls, they did a lot, just want to say thank to them to have this party. However, it wasn't my class one, and I knew some people may dislike the difference class people joined in.

Before I went there, alright, my 2nd sister didn't allow me to go, just my mum allowed and my parents went to Thailand yesterday. Hence, just now my sister asked me to done something then just could go... anyway, just almost quarreled with her. She told my eldest sister, something wrong with her mind, I think.. Then, my mood was destroyed by her when we reached Looi's house. "That things I didn't do, so what? It's my matter,have you asked me whatever I want it or I like it? Everytime, you and mum just will say respect my choice, but why you all still want to force me to study at some where which I dislike? Although, I knew you did it just want me have a good future, but this is my life, I should control it by myself, not you! Always cause me stress."

Hmm... reached there I just helped a little, sigh, I just felt like I shouldn't go, really!!! Well, TH told us this couldn't be used, that couldn't be used, =.=" many laws indeed. Some of them chatted with Ben. I sat on there to chat with my friends, it was very bore, I almost sleep. Honestly, my stomach still not feeling very well just now, it was always pain. After ate somethings, I had my medicines, I didn't bring my "yao shui" to go as..haha, I fear people would laugh me when saw I drink it. Some of the girls prepare the "salad" in the kitchen quietly, but...I couldn't stop to laugh when saw some people went in... LOL. PC said I "ki siao" already. Mei lie them that she did it for cooking rice, haha... then..

We started our game, it was too late...but many of them didn't cooperated, actually, I didn't want to play, I just hope to have a seat. We played the game which using straws to pass rubber bands, this idea was came out from me, hmm... and the blaming was.. me , then Huey and Mei added some inside... in fact, I just said eat chili, hehe, the chili from my house it's very hot and added PC gave one, her one also, so cool! xD Then, we had our second game, Wee taught us to play, haha, it was a funny game and luckily, I wasn't the unlucky one!

Near 12.00am, counted down and ... I don't know what is that.. haha, after that, they played the quick-fry. We took pictures, sigh, sien nia, I just clapped, did nothing. I didn't want to take that photos, but..they forced me to do so. There still got 5B's b'day cake, haha. Suddenly, "pom" a big sound when I was looking at my friends who tried to "clean" those foods. Then... clean...clean..clean, not me to clean, I was really tire and my stomach was pain, just tried to act like nothing.

Bing Han is really thick face lately, right? He same team with us, and he always praise himself, speechless. When I went into the kitchen I met Wee, hmm, he called me, so ...although, I was a little bit blur, just ate medicines what, we chatted about the car lessen for a while only, hehe. S.Chin was debating with BH when playing the team work game, lol, I stood beside them, laughing like a crazy. Oh ya, forgot to say, before everyone reached, Looi and Mei prepared the orange juice, I stood centre of them, they asked me to taste it, I said nice...then, both of them said themselves pro!! =.=" I told them don't say lik that as I centre you. Huey? She would like to hold me to go here and there, sometime, didn't act anything funny and crazy today. Elaine asked me to feed her eat, like I was feeding a kid. =.=" Theng anc Cheng, haha, they seldom will appear at the party which got so many guys, they went. Once, I went out from TH house, shocked WC stood there, I knew what he wanted to say, =.=" lukily there got no other people, if not..he'll accept my complain again. KJ called me Diana after he heard Alex called me like that, how worst, he spoke like "tak nak", =.=" CW was pushed by his friends and fall down while playing Wee's game, the screen was fun,lol. Pei Chin always very normal one, nothing special, hehe.

My friends said I looked sad, seem like not happy.. hmm...
I guess one of the reasons is I sick, my stomach is pain, not yet recover.
second reason is, the medicines, I felt disgusting after ate it.
Third, it wasn't a place which I should go, just due to Huey and Sushi, I don't want they thought I...sigh..
Fourth, I was thinking about somethings.. sigh..
perhaps, I was like my friends said, I got worries?!

Alright, good night to myself.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

30.12.09

Yesterday, I heard.... my aunt called mum, she told somethings..
It's so funny when my eldest aunt said her daughter, seem like never see man before.

Then, sighs.... my mum talked a lot of what should girl do when a guy chase you and if you got boy friends.... and many about that... LOL... =.="

At Night, I told my 2nd sister about that matter. She gave the same advice like mum, =.=" my younger sister and I.. speechless with her, we haven't people chase la and no boy friends too. My younger sister and her started to talk about their experiences, lol, said how other chase them. =.="

Hmm... well, everythings they said, I knew, as a girl, what should I do and what shouldn't I do. Haha..

Finally, my younger sister... I really dislike her mention that, zzzz, she's so childish always mention that matter.. =.=" 早知道就不要跟你們講那些... I feel hate to listen it. sighs...

說謊

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会 结果都阵亡

我没有什麽阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什麽伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口 闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎麽样
别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来 骗我说 渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你就遗忘



This is a play boy's song...
He thought himself isn't hurt, but finally he did.

Are you a play girl or play boy?
sigh..
It shouldn't is a game.
I hope I won't meet play boy. haha.


Tuesday, December 29, 2009

寂寞,好了

This isn't a new song already. Lyric as below

拼命的上网 闷坏的胸口让我
想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤

一年过了 还是一天? 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
這一刻却重重击破思念的心脏

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了


坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长 欢愉而感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
心放空了 寂寞好了

寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放

夜深了我怎麽办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过满天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞好了

或許沒有你就不會有今天的我吧?!
或許沒有你我會過得更好。

Some potato is oval shape? LOL. Then, it have the feel like...walking on a suspension bridge, shake here and there, feeling like will fall down to cliff anytime, unsafely.

弟弟的反常現象

現象 1:最近聽抒情的華語歌
平時都講我們聽抒情的華語歌很悶,他每次都挺那些很hot的英文歌。

現象 2:他竟然講自己煮的蛋咸
他很喜歡咸的東西,從來都不會嫌食物是咸的。

現象 3:他給我他的菜
還跟我講人如果雞蛋咸就配菜吃就不咸了。
(他什么時候變得那么好?)

現象 4:他吃菜
他這個人會吃那么多的菜的嗎?

都不知道是不是換了女朋友的關系,都轉性了。或許反常的不只是他一個吧,我覺得二姐也有點,也不知道什么時候開始她變得很喜歡看小說。我呢?可能有點。我想最正常的只有妹妹吧!哈哈~

Monday, December 28, 2009

我不要喝药水!!!!

是我讨厌喝药水吗? 我想我应该是怕喝药水吧。昨天我肚子痛了一整天,现在还是有点痛啦,不过好很多了。应该是胃胀风还是胃痛吧?!昨天早上我自己吃了胃痛药粉,结果还是没好。晚上回到家,我简直是受不了了,我就一直吵妈妈。

她拿出一包药丸,一瓶药水放在我面前,我不要喝药水!!很多年没喝药水了,我都是能避就避,可是昨天。。。

我:“我不要喝药水,可以吗?”
妈:“不可以,你一定要喝!”

她就倒了药水要喂我喝。。。

我:“我不要~不要~”
妈:“容(我二姐),你看他不要喝药水。。[妈妈在笑我]”
我:“[我不要喝药水跟二姐没关系吧,我捂着嘴巴]Heng~~Heng~不要~”
妹:“四姐,你几岁了?喝药水也要这样。哈哈~”
我:“我讨厌那个味道嘛!”
妹:“这个药水没有味道的。”
我:“什么没有味道?我明明就嗅到药水味!”
妹:“那只是气味而已。”
我:“什么?我就是讨厌这个气味啦!我自己喝。(其实有点想哭了,可是都几岁了还为了这个而哭太可笑了)”
妈:“不用,我喂你。”

妈妈知道如果要我自己喝可能要半个小时,一个小时。。才会把它喝下去。我想起来坐正一点,刚才妈妈把药水拿的很靠近我,我只好躺下去。很婆妈的要喝又不敢喝那样。。。 结果还是喝了,药水的味道在嘴里,我快点灌水。。Yuck!! 妈妈和妹妹都在笑我。 x_x

我每次看到药水,即使不是我要喝的,我也会怕。想到小时候住院时,吃药时间到了,护士拿药水进来的情况。。被哄骗的情况下喝一大堆的药水,简直就是恐怖!一次喝药水就是要喝至少四种,不恶心才怪。我最记得是,有一次护士跟我打针后喂我吃药,打针时我没哭,喝药水的时候我却哭了。护士跟妈妈说别的小孩打针都会哭的,我却是因为 喝药水才哭。 =.="

Cheh, you can try, if you almost every month have the injection many times, will you feel pain? Hmm... I promised myself to don't drink that disgusting matter since 7 year ago, what's the hell, I drunk it yesterday!!! x_X


Saturday, December 26, 2009

What should I do?

Eh... Ar.. Uh... sighs.......

I wanna to tell somebody what I'm thinking about now, I wish got one person can listen my grievance.

Should I tell Yanling? Uh.. I knew she's moodiness because of NS. As her friends, what should I say, I have already told her. Besides this, I'm not good in comfort other as well.
Why is she? Eh... Since I needn't say so much, she could know what I want and what I'm thinking about. By the way, she has... so, she can understand my feelings.
She asked me to 走一步算一步... But, now I'm feeling breathless and hard to walk through.

In fact, the second person who I would choose to be my listener, she is Huey. Yet, I feel she's childish and she always "xiao xiao" .... not due to she can't be trust, she's the person who I can trust too, just she's childish and she hasn't... yet... so, she can't clearly understand my feelings.

Well, hmm... Perhaps, one of the reasons is unsafely.
Another reason is I'm not sure, so I don't want to do guest.
3rd, I feel we're far apart, seem like I don't know and no understand you.
4th, I feel breathless.

Mei and Huey, can I.... can I don't want attend the party on 31st?
Who can help me? Who can listen to me?
Who can tell me what should I do now?
I afraid to do a wrong choice again.
Should I do something self-fish?

What I'm thinking about lately

I feel like in front of me is a darkness way.
It cause me feel unsafely and very frightening.
But, I haven't choice to walk it.
I knew if I still stand at there and don't want to go through the only road (darkness way), I'll feel more scary.
So, I got to go through it.

I wonder know the road can bring me go to the place which I want to go?
Or it'll bring me go to a strange place?

Anyway, I just feel scare to walk the dark road alone.
I hope I can reach a place which I wanna go.
I feel the place will not is which I want.

What I hate?!

Actually, I'm quite hate the person who don't understand me much, still would like say until like he/she knows me well. =.=" Everything they thought about me, it's wrong, I don't like that kind of things, they don't even know what I want and what I'm thinking about... yet, still act like they (friends) know me well.

Sometime.. I really admire Jocelyn's observation. However, I never told her or anyone else that I love butterfly shape of ear rings and necklaces, she knows. =.=?? And many her "guests" are right.

Eh.. Many people asked me to don't count my 3rd sister, and said I'm the 3rd one. Alright, I'm not very expect to be the 3rd one, no matter how, I'm still their( siblings) sister. I won't feel bother when I explain to other that I still got one more sister, I just dislike people ask me to don't count her (my 3rd sister) as my sister. I always believe she's beside us. However, I don't know her and never have a chance to see her, I'll still love her.

I don't like my younger siblings, sometime. They're self-fish, especially when we're argue to use PC. I'll get mad with them!

Friday, December 25, 2009

Attended a Wedding P arty

昨晚(Christmas)我被逼去attended 一个 wedding party. 妈妈两个朋友的孩子同时结婚,总不能把妈撕成两半吧?我不想去的,因为我不知道要穿什么衣。我的衣服很多,打开橱满满的大多数都是我的衣,不过我有一个习惯,就是不喜欢穿之前穿过的衣服出席同样的party,又要想想待会儿要面对的是誰?(这个问题只会出现在当我要跟朋友出门时,因为他们都会比较随便,我得配合)。

6.30pm, 我才开始向要穿什么,又等二姐在弟弟房间选衣,他选衣又要锁门的wor,害得我要进去拿衣都。。浪费我的时间,因为我还没冲凉,hehe。6.45pm,才去冲凉。好戏来了,镜子要爆了,哈哈。 二姐,妈,妹妹和我,四个人照一个镜子,一个两个还化妆,我没有化啦。我去我自己的房间拿了粉红色的鞋子出来,我准备穿那双鞋子的,怎么知道。。。
妹:“四姐,借 我你的粉红色鞋子!可以吗?”
我:“ (摆一个不爽的脸,指那双鞋子的方向,我没说什么。)”
妹:“可以吗?”
我:“做么要穿我的鞋?你没鞋穿啊?”
妹:“没有啊,我要穿丝袜。。所以。。你借我啦。”
我:“穿啦穿啦。。我穿别双咯。 (其实,我想要穿那双鞋的!It's match with my dress!)”
原本想要穿那双鞋,就perfect match了!  +_+

爸爸上车等我们了。。
我:“二姐,镜子要爆了。”
二姐:“为什么这样讲?”
我:“四个照一个镜子嘛。”
二姐;“哈哈。。”
其实我家有很多个镜子,只是我们从小到大习惯用妈妈房间那面了。我们几个弄了很久,哈哈,都迟了。。
妈:“快点啦,爸在等了,迟了!”
我:“hanah,还不要快点。最慢了你们(姐妹),平时爸等妈一个也要等很久了,现在要等四个女的。(我弄好了)”
妈:“爸爸的女儿全部都很美的啦,爸爸在等了。。快点。。”
我:“(为什么你不要讲妈妈的女儿leh?)两只乌龟快点!我要关灯了。”
没化妆的一定是最快的啦!呵呵~


This is my look yesterday. xD Actually,
I want to put sisters' photos, I don't know where are their files.


在路上。。
爸:“你们做么那么慢的?很迟了咯!等下不知道有没有parking”
妈:“你的女儿啦,等他们化妆啊。。。”
我们三个:“什么?你才是leh!刚才明明是妈妈化最久的。。(狡辩,反驳)”
爸:“对啦,刚才我要睡觉都不能,不知道是谁一直在喊他假睫毛没弄好hor?
我们:“妈咪咯!刚才他最慢的。。。。”
爸:“hanah,明明最是他自己还讲别人!他以个人化用了2个小时!”
我:“我们才用几分钟摆了。你罪久了的!。。。”
妈:“(无言)”
哈哈,我们姐妹很喜欢和爸爸联合起来讲到妈妈没话说的,xD

妈:“等下你们要去那里吃?想好好har!”
我:“我们还要想的meh?不管去哪里都不认识的啦!”
爸:“hanah,去到给红包,坐下来吃就可以了啦,那里还要想的?”
我:“对啦,我们就是去吃罢了。又不是我们的亲戚结婚啦。。”
爸:“其实,不用给红包,直接坐下来吃,他都不知道的啦。”
讲摆了,爸爸几时会做这样的事?

到了那里,妹和二姐拉着我的手,妈去跟他的朋友打招呼给红包。。
妈:“妹,你不要跟我们(爸妈)”
妹:“我不要,我要跟姐姐。”
二姐:“妹跟你们那里爽,跟我们才爽的嘛”
我:“妹大了要跟我们了,不要跟爸妈做电灯泡”

结果,爸妈的朋友要我们坐跟他们。。
uncle:“娥,你个带一个女儿,我带两个女儿来。。”
娥姨姨:“不要啦,我不要跟你争,三个都是你的女儿。”
我:“哈哈。。(我们是我们爸妈的女儿。。才不要当你们的女儿呢)”
uncle:“不是四个女儿吗?”
aunt:“大女儿嫁了。。这个是第二的,这个是第三的,这个是小的。”
我:“我不是第三的,我是第四的。”
uncle:“回去了得(死了)不算的啦。你是第三的。。”
我:“呵呵。。(你才不算leh!我明明就是第四的,我还有个姐姐的!)”
什么跟什么?死得不算?这样如果你的兄弟姐妹有一个死,你也不算他存在过吗?我从来没看过也不知道三姐是怎样的,可是在我的心里从小到大都被我想象成一个比我更美的女生,他会比我们任何一个还要独立,他会比较疼弟弟和妹妹,可是不是最疼我。还有很多很多。。总之,多她一个不一定是好事,少她一个也不一定是坏事,但我还是希望他是活着的。

在婚宴上,uncle一直逼我们吃东西的咯。。
回家就很累了,睡了,反正都没得玩电那脑!! 对了,我的臭弟弟去开会所以没跟我们去。

Thursday, December 24, 2009

X'mas party

Since I'm a little bit free now, I'm going to write our Christmas party. Hehhe.

I went there with Mei.. Ley, Mei and I were the early one who reached there, so we helped Ai Wei to do somethings, hmm, actually, I didn't help much, I stood there more than work, xD. Those girls bought the hats, so cool, and we were capturing photos and making fun with it. Then, guys were going to buy hats too.

There got Santa came, so great, haha, I thought it was fake. Christians were singing the songs, hehe, I don't know how to sing. We were capturing photos, "da he zhao", those guys were pushing girls who in front them, luckily, there wasn't anyone push me! I went to ask WC one question, from the party started until it was end, I just asked for one question, lol, at least he didn't break his promise. I asked him until I got the answer, xD. You would see me sat near him and chatted with him, but actually, I didn't chat much with him, I just need a place to sit and found a chance to give him something.

Looking for pictures which captured when we went to trip, wow, so amusing!! We were shouted when saw those pictures, Alexander kissed Xue Jin and Hz kissed Shin (Hz already deleted it).

Start the game... in fact, the game was started for a while only since it was too late and most of us wanted to back home already. Then, no choice, we had to exchange presents first. =.=" Presents which bought by guys, so... zzz... well, you can read it from Ai Wei's blog, hehe, here go >> http://cid-df79d8ea8ab3f425.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!DF79D8EA8AB3F425!684.entry

After that, I got to back home as my mum, aunt and younger sister were very noisy!! They always
called me and asked me to back home!! I wonder why other sisters can back home late, why I can't?
Hate!! They can back home after 10.30p.m, why I can't? I didn't gain one words
when they back late.
Everytime I goes out with friends, 10.30pm, sure will receive many calls from sisters.
What kind of law? it's not fair to me!

Alright, thanks for Ai Wei and her family for preparing so much for us.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

B & B



I miss the life of studies at BJ and prepare exam.
Despite, sometime, I'd got mad when I couldn't do it well,
at least I needn't think so much.


I'm doubt with many matters right now.

I wonder know what will going on of my life?!
I don't know whatever I can stay at home like this without doing anything?!
I wonder know the choice that I did.. isn't correct?!




What I clearly know that's time can't return!!!
I'm very blur and blue with my life and my choice now!!


Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Travel with friends (20 Dec 2009)

Some people have their breakfast earlier, so they should wake up. I slept until 8.45a.m, I just woke up since I was too tired. Some boys went to swim, but I think no one of girls went. However, uncle wanted us to aggregate at 11.00a.m, we knew those guys would always slow motion and might late again. Beside this, Foo lend our washroom after swimming, we should waited him until near 11.30a.m. The guys really sigh, girly than us? Uh, shouldn't say so, they at this part really slow than girls, compare to girls, they use much more time to bath and "made up" than us, haha. Alright, uncle praised we girls good than boys, hehe, of course, we are!!

We sang at bus, at the same time KJ made a lot of joke to us again. we went to "Tian Hou Gong" for 30 minutes to capture photos only. Nothing else I could look for at there as there is nothing change, although, the lastest time I went there were about 5 year ago. Some of us got sortilege (chou qian) at there, hehe, most of them asked for SPM result, yet, I was different with them, hehe. My one is "shang shang qian" a good sortilege!! Then, we went to Sunway Pyramid after that. Chewing, Chin, Jocelyn and I were shopping together, I clearly knew actually Chin and Chewing were tired to shop, yeah, me too. But, I just got a little mood to shop, I didn't want to sit at there to think about other matters, beside this, I wanted looked for some clothes. We had our lunch at Toast Box, I loves the breads, it taste nice indeed and it's not very expensive. Why every time, the clothes which I like, it's so expensive?! +_+

Near 3.00p.m, WC appeared in front of me at a sudden, I had a little bit shocked by him as I was looking at beside, but not in front. He asked, "Where is Mc Donald and KFC?" Well, I thought he asked the wrong person already as I'm a idiot of way (lu chi)!! Luckily, Jocelyn saw it is only at down floor, we were near the lift there. I answered, " Nah, there is." WC said, " Huh, where got?" I said, " Nah, so big M, you didn't see it?" Then, I walked away, Jocelyn said to me, " You shouldn't left like this, it's not respect other, you know?" Er.. Sorry, I don't know that, hehe, and I always act like this, well, I'll try to change it. ^^

We leaved Sunway at about 3.30p.m, the guys came out late again. I replied message to KJ as he SMS to me (the Merry Christmas' message), he said he wanted to find Christmas' present for me, so it might be late, =.=" where is my Christmas' present? I didn't receive it until today!!It's time to say goodbye to KL. On the way to go to Ipoh, we were singing. KJ asked us, "誰要叫雞?包頭包尾!" It was meant who wanted to order the chicken. They bought some fruits at Ipoh there too. After that, we had our dinner at Ipoh, buying some natives (cookies).

It's time to say goodbye to Ipoh, we gotta back to B'W. On the way, we were watching the funny movie, actually, I felt it wasn't very funny. Perhaps, I didn't hope to back home at that time as I didn't hope to see somethings which I'm not expect to see, maybe should say I don't want face somethings. They started to capture photos, the last minutes just did it. Foo asked many people to help him to hold the camera for capturing photos, yet most of them couldn't did it well, except me! Hahah.... I just sat on the chair for a while, he called me again, act like these was repeated times by times, causing I decided to be his personal camerist. They guys asked what Foo would give me as I helped him and to be his personal camerist?! Foo answered, "Give her a kiss." =.=" He was just joking, okay? Wee wanted Foo took a picture with me by kissing me. Wee and WC said, " Kiss her, kiss her la!! You said want to kiss her just now one!" I said, " Wey! Please, don't!! If he really kiss me, I'll slap you at first!!" Asking Foo to hug me, they put his hands on my shoulder, luckily, there had a bear between us, or else we hugged already, I shouted. +_+ WC, zzz, he put Foo's hands on my waist while they asked to hug my waist, he wanna die already, I guessed!! I took it away, and then Foo said should respect girl, we had a normal pose of picture at the final.

Other people were capturing photos at the bus at the same time too, so the bus was noise and hard to pass by. KJ looked at me, =.=" , in fact, I was looking at the screen beside him, feeling he was looking at me, hence, I looked at him. He asked, "Why you looked at me?" I answered, " When I look at you? I was looking at there (my hand pointed). " So thick face, he looked at me first one, so I just looked at him backed. Near B'W, we sang the songs- Friends (Peng You), Sharing (Fen Shang), Hold hand to hand (Shou Qian Shou). Many of my friends were crying especially girls, I didn't cry, that wasn't due to I'm a cold-blooded. Alright, I could say this time, I success to control my tears to fall out!! Last time, despite, we were just backed from a camp I heard these songs, I would cry immediately too, this time I could control myself. In fact, my heart, hands and mouth quaked while singing the songs, I wanted to cry, but I told myself, "should smile to face everyone of my friends, they would more sad and cried very sadly if see me cry. We can to meet again when we free someday since we live at the same town, only can't study together again. Don't cry." Mei hugged us (girls), KJ and Foo saw it, they went to hug other too.

Reaching the place which we departed, I hugged with Jocelyn and comforted her to don't cry again. I got to say gooodbye to my dear friends who wanted to back, and Henseng wanted to take photo with me. Well, I saw my aunt (Yang's mum), she said, " You look different.... I bring you back la because I got through your house....." Hmm.. I was lazy to wait for my mum came, therefore, I decided to ask her fetched me backed. Aunt, " Chean, you know who she is (me)?" Chean (Yang's younger sister) she shake her head, hehe, so hard to organize me?! When reached my house, Yang helped me to take my baggage automatically. Hehe, should thanks him and praise he is gentleman. Hahah... later he might proud.

It's all for traveling with friends, this is the first time travel with them and it might be the last time too.

Friends, thousand million people in this world, but we could meet each other to be friends and studied together, it meant our 緣分不淺, we can meet again before the day we die, believe me!!! Thanks to all of you to give me a happy traveling and studied time and every sweet and worst memories of my part of life. Byebye. I love you and I'm gonna to miss you, my friends.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Travel with friends (19 Dec 2009)

At midnight about 3.00a.m, Alex always called Mei, causing her handphone always rang and we woken by her, so bad. She couldn't sleep and some guys were playing game in their room until 5.00a.m (Maximum). I woke up near 6.30a.m, we had our breakfast at hotel, buffet again. We girls reached there on time 8.00a.m, but the people who woke up late, sigh. In fact, we should meet at 10.00a.m, but the guys let us waited them until 11.00a.m!! Girly than girls, took so much time to bath and did this and that.

We started our journey to Chocolate Factory. The interpreter explained how to make the chocolate very quickly. There got a lot of beauty "screen" which made by chocolate, how grand it was!! Most of them bought a lot of chocolates! Then, we went to Petro Science, there got so much of things to play! Everything I went to touch too, hehe. WC asked us to smell the olden's air, zzz, it smelled worst!! I don't know how to describe it, just don't like the smell, but there was written the air is good for us. We came out late, near the time to aggregate already, we just came out. Yet, some of guys were late of us, so Mei, Huey and I went to buy our lunch near 5.00p.m. The guys who came out late came to meet us, waiting us to buy our lunch. Well, some of them had already back to bus.

Next journey, we went to Mid Belley, it was same like yesterday, at the beginning, I was be with my gang. Yet, finally, Jocelyn and I decided to walk together just two of us. We were just looking for clothes, ear rings..uh, all girls' things, of course. Uncle knew those guys would come out late, so before we reached Mid Belley, he told us to aggregate at 9.15p.m, yeah, those guys really came out late, we waited them until 9.30p.m. The worst matter happened, we have to start our journey to go to bus, we took about 15 minutes to walk to the bus, walked round the Mid Belley!! Gosh, we were dying!

We backed to hotel, having our party at 124 room and 126 room. Many girls and boys were aggregating at 124 room, they played Killer. But, I was at 126 room with Huey, Mei, Jocelyn, Li Chean and Chin, sometime Ley would join us too, she walked two room. In fact, we wanted to play Millionaire as it was too bore, we decided to don't play it before it was started. Playing poker (21 drop, xD, haha, I transfer to this name), the person who lost should do a dare matter which "come out" from the person who won. They asked me to do sexy pose and captured the photo, zzz, again, please, I don't know how to have a sexy pose!! Oh ya, once, I lost they wanted me go to 124 room to say to Chewing, " You're always be the eldest one, I'll no longer lead up Jerry with you....." in front of everyone who at 124 room, there got boys there!! Alright, I laughed like getting mad before I said it since I was shy. Do you know what's the hell WC said? He said I wanted to profess to somebody (one boy's name, I forgot who he is already). Chewing came to chat with us at 126 room after 124 dispersed, Li Chean slept when we were chatting and Mei went to gamble with WC, Yang and CK, so just leaved few of us were chatting. I went to see they gambled for a while, and then backed to 126 room. We were sharing about our family, friends and ideas to wear clothes and so on.

3.00a.m, I backed to my room as I fear all of them slept already.

Travel with friends (18 Dec 2009)

I woke up at 5.00a.m since I was cold, Jia Qian took my coverlet. 5.30a.m, Alexander awaken by me, haha, perhaps, I always went in and out the toilet, xD. He woke Xue Jin up. We had our breakfast, buffet, Teng Houng asked me to faster take the rice as he wanted too, I just smiled and tried to get it faster lo. We heard somebody said WC baled the foods, =.=" We were capturing photos at Genting, we captured the jingle bell's ball, haha, our image on it, other people might think it was just a ball, nothing else special why this few girls took a lot of time on it, haha. Then, we gotta say goodbye to Genting Highlands. In the caber car, Yang same with me again, and same situation like before, only him one guy. Inside the caber car, he shouted, " Welcome to Genting Highlands, Byebye" and waved to other who we don't know. LOL. He was very high and some people got "reply" him too. When we reached the submontane, Alexander them who at front caber car of us, told us that they could hear what Yang shouted!

We went to Petro Science, but tickets have been finished sold, so we should book tickets of the next day. Alright, we should change to go to Time Square at 4.30p.m, we have to shopping until 7.30p.m!! Gosh, my legs were pretty pain!! Mei, Alex, Huey, Chin, Li Chean, Jocelyn, Jia Qian and I went to Marry Brown to have our lunch at 5.00p.m, we were chatting at there to wait the time pass, wasting our time. We were chatting about what's the most funny, started from F1 to F5, conclusion is F3, when I F3 I did a funny matter, haha, xD! Mei forgot we were at KL, she said, " KL people all very rich, so here got so many super!" Zzzz, the KL people who sat beside us were looking at us!

We started to shopping, at the beginning, we all were together, but as long as we separate. Finally, just Jocelyn and I walked together as both of us couldn't wait for other, and we got same pattern when shopping. We had rest for one hours more to chat. There got many cheap clothes, yet most of it couldn't test, so I didn't buy and too many people in the shop, I hate this kind of phenomena.

We leaved Time Square and went to "Ji Zhuang Kai", we met Leong Yu Ban and some of our schoolmates. The shoppers there like "duck", not I say one, haha, my friends said one. Most of the shoppers are guys and they act like "duck", disgusting! Oh ya, one of the shopper wanted to free me bag and asked me go into the store, =.=" believe him, then I'm a stupid! Having our ice cream at MC Donald, we waited the time pass and took a break at there as we were tired to walk. It was raining again when we wanted to back to hotel. On the way to back to hotel, Mei thought the Public Bank is hotel, haha, Kar Jin said to uncle, " Uncle, you see this "cha bo", she live in bank one, so rich!! Hahaha!"We weren't capturing cool pose of pictures, actually, we wanted to take one, but as everyone of us were tired. Oh ya, before I went to bed, I received my Christmas present, hehe, thanks yar!

I went to bed at about near 1.00a.m, if I'm not mistaken.

Travel with friends (16th & 17th Dec 2009)

Before wanted to go the trip, I got to prepare many things. Hehe. Reaching the Old Town there, I saw guys stood a group and girls a group. Unfortunately, my mum let me down near the boys. +_+ They all were wow-ing since I changed my hair style, =.=" I remember WC said, "Come here, you walk the wrong way now." I was walking to find my friends and my friends were calling me, hehe. We were waiting the bus at near Old Town there, capturing photos and chatting.

After the first station, uncle asked us to "oin oin~", yet most of us were very spiritual, chatting and no sleep. Mei, Chewing and Kar Jin were answering cold riddles! I just sat behind row of them, so I could clear heard what they c
hat, really quite fun! After the second station, we asked them to stop answering riddles since we wanted to sleep already. However, they stopped, I still couldn't sleep. We reached third station at near 5.00a.m, brushing our teeth at public place (canteen) as the toilet is full of people. Foo always reported what he did and what he wanted to do soon to Mei, how funny it was even he wanted go to toilet. Example, "副班長,我要上廁所!" =.=" Mei would say, "你上廁所是你的事啦,你做的事都跟我沒關系!"

Having our breakfast before went to Genting Highlands. 7 Girls and 1 guy in the same caber car, the only guy is Yang. Haha. Chewing and Yang were waving to other who we don't know, they were high to do it. After leaved with our bagga
ge at coatroom, we started our game at Flying Elephant. Jocelyn and I kept pressing the button, so that we would be the highest. Then, we went to play pirate's ship. When we were seeing other played it, feeling they were just pretending to shout, it's look not terrible at all. There got one person (I don't know who he/she is) who same with those guys, he/she shouted, " I want to go home!". How funny the phenomena is, everyone clapped because of it. Our turn to play it, I shouted too, hoping got somebody to help me and stopped the ship, it's horrible!!

Huey, Mei, Jocelyn and I waited for it for one hours! Four of us were sitting on the same dipper, I shouted when it felt like wanted to fall down! 12.45p.m, we had our lunch at restaurant, I had my chicken rice, it test not bad, but quite expensive. I didn't eat breakfast and no even sleep, but I still spiritual just got a little headache. We backed to outdoor to play Flying Chair, it turned until I blur blur, haha, I just laughed, but not shouted. I saw Jackson played it, he seem like no respond with it. Playing the Turning Cup, it was raining at that time, zzz, turned until I felt want to vomit. Sigh, unluckily, I fall down!!! Everyone looked at me, so funny, haha, xD!

No point, we should backed to hotel since most of the indoor games are full or people and we lazy to wait. I lay on bed, yet I couldn't sleep I kept think about somethings. About 7.45p.m, I still could joke with Xue Jin and she asked me to sleep, hehe. I woke up at 8.00p.m, when I was sleeping I could heard Shin, HZ and some girls' sound, they were chatting. I remember one girl, it I'm not mistaken, Ai Wei asked, " Who she is?" Then, Shin answered, " Diana la..." , hehe, slept still could hear other's chatting. I woke up and sat on bed until Jocelyn SMS to me, asking me to go to her room. Thief's room!! They wanted us captured sexy picture, +_+ my first time is gone, LOL, haha... Next, person who came in is Mei, LOL, when we heard the bell, "Ting Tong", we were very excited since got another innocent girl came in to have sexy picture. Qiu Phei, Looi and Shi Lin came one by one, we were very high to do that. Ya, Mei hit Jocelyn's buttock, haha.

I backed to sleep at 10.00p.m.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Girls and boys

I feel it's great, read it, be patience since it's long!


you are my sunshine

女生的心
常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,我可能就會喜歡你.
女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂.
女生的心很容易受傷,
所以我不輕易說出口,假如期望落空了.
傷心難過很不好 .
女生的心很倔強,
總希望你先說,如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說.



還是想你

男生的心
男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離, 我怎麼敢喜歡妳.
男生的心思很細密,
喜歡妳的我, 會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為妳會懂得珍惜.
男生的R很不容易說出口,
因為一旦說出口, 或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受.
男生的心很懦弱,
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許 一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中...



一路走來

男生要的,女生要的
當男生要的,只是一個想保護她的感覺時;
女生會去做的,就是一種去照顧他的感覺。

當男生要給她美好的未來而打拼時;
女生要的,就是你給她多一點的安全感。

當男生覺得,她不切實際時;
女生要的,可能只是一句承諾。
當男生有點承受不住,她所給的東西時;
女生覺得,她是給你一點回饋。

當男生覺得,她很煩時;
女生要的,只是要你多注意她。

當男生覺得,她多情時;
女生只是想,不讓你心存懷疑。

當男生覺得,她老是一直打電話,告訴你她的現況時;
女生只是不想讓你擔心。

當男生覺得,她總是喜歡呼朋喚友時;
女生只是想,要把你的好,告訴她的朋友,她過的很好。
也許,在付出的時候,並不知道對方要的是什麼
只好把自己想要的模式套在給他的東西上,
也許對方也不知道你要的是什麼。
把你要的告訴他吧!
有些人比較木訥,有話直說,也許會嚇到你,他須要時間學習;
有些人比較聰明,會適當反應。
也許,他給的東西對你來說,是負荷,
但是,給他個機會給你個機會,告訴他吧!
在真愛的路上,付出的出發點,都只是為對方好,
如果你心存懷疑,就是對自己懷疑。
重要的是,雙方如何拿捏。
再度,看到那學生與他的女友,在餐廳開心的吃著飯聊著天,那
幸福的模樣。
也許,她給你的愛表達方式不好,
但是……那女孩會慢慢成長,只要你給她時間。



So sweet

越在乎的人,反而越會對他產生誤會
越在乎的人,犯錯反而越不能原諒他
在乎的人,反而對他會越不客氣
越在乎的人,反而越會裝做不在乎

友情vs. 愛情
友誼:是你打他一巴掌他會還你一巴掌。
愛情:則是會默默承受且說「打是情、罵是愛」。

友誼:是他摟你的腰會覺得太肉麻。
愛情:則是愈緊愈好最好永遠不要分開。

友誼:說話時聲音如雷不拘小節。
愛情:則是輕聲細語動作溫柔惟恐嚇到對方。

友誼:同床異夢。
愛情:夢裡相思。

友誼:三秋不見如隔一日。
愛情:一日不見如隔三秋。

友誼:上公車時和你一起擠。
愛情:是護著你先上車。

友誼:一件事和你辯論到底。
愛情:任何事都是你對。

友誼:盼望能同年同月同日生。
愛情:則但願同年同明同日死。

友誼:吃飯時菜單各看一本。
愛情:則是共同看一本菜單。

友誼:分手時說再見。
愛情:則是說「明天見」。

友誼:接到你的信時明天再回信。
愛情:則是立刻、馬上回信一刻都不願耽擱。

友誼:會大聲說我有很多朋友。
愛情:則會說只有一個你。

友誼:買一樣東西時會說「沒眼光」。
愛情:則會說「你好眼力,會挑好的東西」。

友誼:笑會遙遠祝福你。
愛情:則是含淚遙遠思念你。

友誼:是將你的相片放在相簿中。
愛情:是會將相片隨身攜帶。

友誼:走路時保持距離。
愛情:則是沒有距離並且手拉手。





送朵花給你

總而言之一句
友誼「地位平等」
愛情則是「 唯你獨尊」



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