I lost my grandpa since about 7 years ago, but it's still pain... it's unforgettable! I don't know how to face him when I meet him, I just know how to escape him. No choice!
I miss my grandma, I lost her few months ago. The hurt, I can't reduce until now! I hope to see her again, but I clearly know it's impossible in case I die! I have long time no go to her house already as I don't want go there, yet can't see her just see the "sheng zu pai"! However, when I free, I would find her photos to see..I still hope to see the real person than photos! No chance!
CNY will coming soon... somehow, I don't got the mood and don't want to buy new clothes for myself! Look, my siblings go to Queenbay Mall now to buy clothes, but I don't join. For me...it's meaningless to celebrate it. When I was kid, we brought grandpa to visit grandaunt at Penang every year and we would go to Kek Lok Si too. We would brought grandma to visit many granduncles and grandaunt, my CNY time wasn't enough for me to visit relationship. That was my happiness memories. No happiness, I just wish to gather with cousins during CNY, I miss them so much! I'm expect the day I "argue" with my cousin.
最想念阿嬤(外婆）的肉粽! When she pass away was near "端午節", so my mum can't have do it herself... should buy one! +_+ everytime see the "ba zhang" I'll just want eat grandma did one...
婆婆做的半咸甜粽子 (buan gian din) 也不錯，可是我沒吃過，媽媽講好吃。還好媽媽有跟婆婆學過。。
Anyway, just miss them.. I'll not forget all of you! I hope you'll be beside me to see my success, I think it'll not have this chance already. Every time, I pray, I bless you're alright!
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