I wanna to tell somebody what I'm thinking about now, I wish got one person can listen my grievance.
Should I tell Yanling? Uh.. I knew she's moodiness because of NS. As her friends, what should I say, I have already told her. Besides this, I'm not good in comfort other as well.
Why is she? Eh... Since I needn't say so much, she could know what I want and what I'm thinking about. By the way, she has... so, she can understand my feelings.
She asked me to 走一步算一步... But, now I'm feeling breathless and hard to walk through.
In fact, the second person who I would choose to be my listener, she is Huey. Yet, I feel she's childish and she always "xiao xiao" .... not due to she can't be trust, she's the person who I can trust too, just she's childish and she hasn't... yet... so, she can't clearly understand my feelings.
Well, hmm... Perhaps, one of the reasons is unsafely.
Another reason is I'm not sure, so I don't want to do guest.
3rd, I feel we're far apart, seem like I don't know and no understand you.
4th, I feel breathless.
Mei and Huey, can I.... can I don't want attend the party on 31st?
Who can help me? Who can listen to me?
Who can tell me what should I do now?
I afraid to do a wrong choice again.
Should I do something self-fish?
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