I don't know why everytime when I talk there is nobody listen to me.
This problem occur since I was a kid until today.
Is fine they didn't listen me.
Then, as long as I become much more quiet & dislike to talk & share so much.
Since I'm tire, really really really very tire.
Happiness, sadness, problems, the things I want, my thoughts...
Just keep inside.
Then, when the people around realise something wrong about me, that's too late.
Don't ask me, "Why you dislike to talk? Why you didn't answer me?..."
There is no point to ask you because I'd never say out the reasons.
1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time & there might have the 4th time I repeat.
But after that no more even when the case really happen when I told or just about to happen.
When some problems happen as I remind before, I won't say anything again.
I wish to prevent, but it is what you WANT.
The result, the ending you want.
I knew I'm not lovely, not even cute, pretty & vivid.
I don't mind I to be continue in this kind of life, I just don't understand why I'm still survive.
Perhaps, I'm not suppose to be here.
