Um.. Listen to me.. I think twice.. I admit I fear. Fear... lonely+no friends+miss everyone+stress+regret+strange+challenges...and lots. Everything I have to face alone there, I don't think that I have this ability.
My course only KL have at if study Tarc... I've to go KL also. Do you think I'm brave enough to go a strange place? Huh? KL is a strange place? Well, one thing for sure, I born at B'worth, live at B'worth for 17 years and May I'll 18!! KL seem like near Penang, but, it's not true also, I never live there for even one week! How I can survive there? I'm not as active as Elaine, as brave as her too. Btw, I'll lost and don't know the way to back home, maybe, LOL... no even know how to "naik bus"!! I'm a stupid of road, haha~
Hence... I think... um... study Form 6, it is another way can achieve Engineering also ma.. lol.. study Physic.. Anyway, I'll try my best to be mature and independence. yea,, and active also!!
If can study university because it's cheaper than college... anyhow.. I can't get a good result I can still study Utar. Can't play after this.. sighs....
At least Form 6... I needn't.... well, I haven't prepare well in mentally.
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Zzz,,, I tell you, hey, Foo, he... sighs... Alright,we said to meet at 11a.m, but unfortunately my mum went out, so I sms to ask him come to fetch me because I couldn't go Shi Lin's house... But, until 11a.m, didn't reply me anymore. I called him before Huey called me, haha~ Then, he said he just awake when I called him. =.="
We'd have fun, you know singing, talking, Huey almost dancing in the car!! Gosh, that song-Nobody, haha~ We met many friends there. I've nothing to ask after ask the information about what I want. Then, I follow them to listen other, sometime I feel bore, I'd accompany Foo to listen other.. He always looked at me when asking, it made like I want to study those courses or colleges!! zzz...
We just ate one bread and drinks, full! Yet... that couple, ya, Lih Shin & Hz. Tell you, they held each other hands, lol. We "searched" for presents to Foo's sister, his sister's birthday... Yet, he asked us to choose presents for her sister. Then, Huey need to wait for her parents at Jeti there because she needs goes..um.. hehe.. Anyway, we were waiting for our turn at Ferry, she stood alone beside the road. We smiled to each at the beginning, she looks like a girl who no home to back or a crazy girl there! Yeah, the really mad girl start! Hey, we played Nobody with the windows opened and louder to make sure she could hear it... And, she seem like want to dance, lol, and... act fun until her parents came.
I thought about... Form 6 or Tarc... and compared while at Ferry. Suddenly, someone hugged my neck, gosh, Foo and Shi Lin won't do that and that couples were just beside me. So, I got shocked, zzzzz.... Originally, Ley, cheh... then, we had our talks... again couldn't leave study topics!! haha~
I discussed with my sister when back home... and compared with myself... Final answer... work hard to study Form 6! I want to be engineering, hope that I won't change after this, lol.
I heard my eldest sister comes, no... I should say I heard my lovely niece and nephews come, so I went out. Yeah,everytime they come, I'd go out my room. Looking at a man who sit at living room, suddenly, I think about my cousin, a cousin who I miss the most. Yet, he's not, that guy is brother in law's cousin, um, my eldest sister's classmate... Tell you another secret, lol, my eldest sister loved him before, haha~ Alright, I pretended don't know, hehe~ How would I know? As I read her daily accidentally after she married few years. xD
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Thanks my friends and family to give me supports and many advices...
and our driver, LOL.
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