(another mixture)

I'm so sorry, Yan ling, I just read your blogs. When I read it, thinking about my grandma. I was thinking I had already ready to face it too last time, but not really since I stool feel heart broken when "the day". Alright, may god bless your grandpa. *You must limit the days to sad, it was what I did.*

Being alone, it causes I look pity at the class? There are only four girls at the class, including me, strange ones. Seriously, I really have no topics and things to chat with. What you can see is ME keep quite the whole day, sometimes even have no smiles.

Everyday, sleepy, tire, helpless, bore, missing, blank and...

If I pain, I pretend as no pain...
If I cry, I pretend like I'm only feeling sleepy...
If I feel alone, I pretend like nothing to me...

Meaningless...

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I come to my blog everyday, thinking of want to write something else, yet seriously I don't know what should I say.

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I went to "jiu wang ye" at last two days ago, somehow, my mum met a lot of her old friends there. =.-"
Having a smile to them, I got nothing to do. Honestly, I dislike go to a place which have so much people like that, at there, I was always thinking about 'I want to back home!!!'.

Uh.. My purpose to be there was to pray my 3rd sister and (I don't know how to say). Nevertheless, we were late to go, so my parents' friends' son helped us. Their son is so friendly and mild, mum praised. A little boy who has rumor with my younger sister since he was kids, lol... hahahhaa....

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These days, people like to shake their hands or .... I don't know I just feel weird why they like to do so lately, maybe I look like my spirit is not inside my body??

The little boy, Sobben, friends and a lower form guy... zzz... they did shake their hands at a sudden in front of me lately, yeah, I think maybe I always stare blankly lately.

The lower form guy is most weird, I didn't know him, he suddenly called me "jie jie". At the beginning, I was not smiling to him. I didn't know how many times he called, then I just smiled.
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Thank to Shin, Sushi, Ai Wei, Yang...

Erm...thank to Huey and Sley for helping.. hehe..