25 Sept

I just feel like tire and I don't want to talk.

There are too many things I can't tell and I don't how to tell.

It's nothing different as this world just me alone, at school, at home and anywhere else.

Why?? *Every time I take it as a challenge, but this time I'm tire. I should say I afraid until tire... *
The problem is repeated again and again and almost the same.

You won't know how frightening if you live in a fear all the time.

Once, PA sir talked about something which caused I thought about all the cases, I almost lost control and cried out in the class, yet I didn't. The most terrible case, the screens, their faces...
*the unforgettable fear forever*

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We walked from Kwang Hwa until Apolo since the "you xin" was stopped at a sudden. It was kinda fast for us finished watching it.

He kept talking nonstop, I was tire to hear all of that. 2nd sister and younger sister talked with him together, somehow. Thus, there was only me kept quite, I got nothing to say.

I didn't like to say anything when those adults talk about each others' bad words, something like that, no matter is relating with grandpa, uncles, aunties, mum or... For me, no, I dislike to hear all of that, even if I hear, I'll pretend don't know. For me, just in case they really do so in front of me and hurt me, or else I won't consider.

I'm seriously tire.
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Going to a concert at Autocity, we was there for awhile only and met cousin there.