Shut up if you don't know everything!

"We're still friends."

A sentence like this is rejection or giving someone hope?

I only don't want to be cruel and I only said this! I can be cruel than her, but I fear to hurt him and stimulate him to become more serious.

Later, you all whine I cause him becomes serious.

Well, I didn't say anything except this sentence to him and I didn't give him hope, never ever!!

Why don't you all think about my situation?

As a girl when you heard and saw the experiences from your friend, how would you feel?

It is terrible, frightening, horrible...

Now, I'm the person who scare than you and I might be the person who nearest compare to her.

I'm not brave enough to face it!

I don't expect and I don't want all of that!

You won't understand except I heard and saw the experiences from her, myself, saw somethings which cause relate with me, feeling nausea and hateful to it.

Every time, I pretend to be don't know.

Don't tease me or say I cruel!

I'm a human also, I'm a girl also!

I'll scare of I'm the second victim!

I EXPECT I won't be!

[I'm not thick face to think about it, but just many things you guys cannot see it and don't know it, except me and my best friend.]