Don't mention "this"

Hate to be apart!

Hate...

I couldn't sleep at night... I feel my mind is lacked these days, couldn't think well and decide well.

The honest...

I never directly write about it at here before. Now, I gonna tell something real. I don't know what's wrong with me these days, so I might to tell.

Candidly, I don't know how to answer you if you ask do I have any math solution which doesn't solved?

I don't know indeed. I try not to think.

I've almost forget there is a hard solution for me to solve and I only know to escape and forget...

the hardest...

would disappear from Pat's life.

I'm busy and feel... anyway, complicated feelings to my study matters.. So, please, don't mention this to me again.

Study matters are enough to let myself crazy, so don't add this. By the way, if anyone bother me because of it, I won't mind to kill you. I'm cruel, sorry! Don't force me to do so.

He said, "As someone thought you're clever to solve math solution, so he threw to you. But, you said he's something wrong and even crazy!"

Have you ever see a funny person who doesn't want to get any math question and cried because of it? That's ME!! Gosh!!

I'm "clever", but not clever!