God, can you let me feel better?

First, I miss dad so much!! However, he just goes on yesterday, as he always goes to other state to work lately. I knew he try to at home too. Sighs... I wonder this time when does he back? I want to have a dinner with whole family.

Mum always goes out with friends lately since he's not home. I'm bore! I hope I could talk and watch movie with her every evening, yet she goes out!

Even dad back, my parents would go out together, only two of them....

Second, I'm gonna to step on a strange and new school life! A strange new school, friends, teachers... How much I hope I could with those friends!

Elaine's gone.. Jocelyn's gone.. now, Huey too! Ahh~ Somehow, she couldn't get form 6, so she should go college. Those who understand me wouldn't at beside me! I'm not fear couldn't independent without them, I only hope those who understand me well with me!

Feeling fear, nervous, strange and stress, I hope they're here with me!

Most of friends would apply CL... sighs.. Their results so good, if they all go in CL, left me alone again.

One ... thing.. I'm not expect happened..

I'm sorry.. if I hurt you.

I want to go out... to breathe.. I really tearing right now...