*Talk to myself*

Insomnia last night, 4a.m. just slept.

I've to thanks "senior" yar, inspired I. I'm surprised that I'll got senior, hehe...

But, my confidence is gone on everything. Walking on a bustling with noise street, I was lower one's head yield among other.

I knew I'm not ever a star, it's bright on night. Perhaps, I'm just like sand, nobody will remember me. *Hoping that there will have people remember me.*

*Hope there will be somebody else is suitable and could listen to me.*

I'm a bad girl ever. Sighs.. *Think too much*

From Jan holidays started till today, trying to find many things to let myself busy. So that, I won't think too much about sadness.

I lent novels, it's not meant that I really love to read it. I wrote novel...uh..

Doing masterpieces to spend my times, I write blogs to write out my days.

I online on MSN and facebook everyday, it's meaningless, it seem like nobody will talk to me and I'm not expecting to talk with anyone indeed. (That's why I set "away" or "appear offline".)

I did videos to waste my time for learning how to make it, nobody teach me.

(I know how to create a video by myself, it's not meant that I can smart like this on study.)

First video, it was what I wanted to do since last year, I did it. Second video, I took this job because I don't want to let myself free.

At present, I done all, everything. Therefore, I'm too free now, starting to think about lame matters and sadness. How?

*Hope to getaway from it. (On the way).*

Bye bye... I feel I'm not the one who you all know. Somehow, I feel I'm a demo while think those bad, sighs...