>.< the real I

It could only be I back when staying at home, the real Gwee.

I don’t like to answer, then I don’t answer, nobody would hate me.

I don’t like to smile, I won’t give a fake smile, and they wouldn’t think I’m arrogance.

I'm not happy; they’d still talk with me, but no answering them.

I feel sad and cry, they would ask why.

I can stay at home to be cool, cool, cool... no one of them will think I'm cool.

I only become quite.

Somehow, brother become alike me lately.

Sudddenly, talk very much to you, suddenly cool down.... to think about many.

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I was shocked.. uh..no... no shocked. Alright, my primary school friend talked with me in facebook. I change a lot, right? hehe~

The deep memory for us were we met at comp class, it's our first met. During the time we were getting comp test, but it is mix with other class. Honestly, I don't know what is the test about, but I remember both of us are same group! What should I say? Eh... I was very quiet and shy to talk to a stranger. Yet, I was going to face stranger for the coming days to done our project, it is about to design something via PC! Hey, I wasn't so know how to use PC, so many things I didn't know.

Luckily, he taught me. Or maybe I should say he bullied me to point me do this and that. Zzz... I was so silly.

Standard 6 we just same class and just know him, but we never talk in class.

I just told him, bullied me, recalling back my memory, next time meet him, I'll bully him back. (joke)

Honestly, every time see him, I'll think about in the comp class as background. It's a like a photo stop at there, no much memory for that, just a picture in mind.