不惜歌者苦，但伤知音希

I'm very headache lately and can't sleep at night.

Despite, I wake up, I'll feel dizzy.

I wanna know am I a good listener?

Actually, I'm tire to be and I'm not now.

For her, everythings were started from her, she told me how much, then I told her how much about my own.

She said I'm a good listener since I would listen to her quietly and won't add much comments.

I'd share with her since she'd share with me.

I dislike to tell other about my problems, I would like to keep it for myself.

Yet, everytime she'd know my problems.

For him, I have been his listener since long time ago.

I wasn't tire for it, but now he needn't me.

As long as we're not best friends.

Don't know... the person who change is me?

Anyway, this person shouldn't is me.

这一个人不该是我，my mood is extreme down!!!

(I put the song here since I like this word. But, sometime the prayer isn't working)

I hope somebody to be my listener now.

But, nobody does.

I remember I wrote almost the same blog like this before.

Then, she added comment to say she don't mind to be the "nobody".

I felt touch and appreciated her, thanks Huey.

The real is... really nobody can be my "nobody" (listener).

Why I could be other's listener, but nobody can be my listener??

I turn my problems to myself, keeping it for myself.

不惜歌者苦，但伤知音希

Am I right?