Saturday, October 30, 2010

My desire & lately

I guess maybe I'm the person lack of a sense of security, since sometimes I'll lose the direction even just for a small and stupid matter. I really desire to have a good sense of security.

Perhaps, you'd think why I'd like to think so much, considering the nonsense until fall into a cave. Well, I somehow I'd easily feel anxiously.

I've tried to don't think nonsense, yet sometimes it would fail, especially during the exams while facing the stress.

This is the main thing I desire and also the main reason why you don't know what I'm thinking about sometimes.

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Seriously, I won't really dislike him last time and now too, however, U7 friends quite hate him.
Nonetheless, he said something to destroy my sense of self-esteem, maybe that's good since he stimulated me. He'll regret what he had said.

Alright, as I only want to live in peace, I hide and keep my desire, just try to don't stimulate and burn me.

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I don't know why Looi is kinda bad lately, she is even worst than Shin now. =.-"

Keeping on bullying me since yesterday, but somehow her bullies are alike the jokes for me, hahaa~ When her mockery words combine with her acts, there are perfectly could make me laugh, that's fun indeed, especially when she figures out what other people's talks.

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haha.. I just read a note click here

*quiet agree with >>

金牛的伪装:忙碌

失恋的牛牛通常会把自己的日程表安排得满满的,加班、出游、回家陪父母是牛牛在失恋期最好的“伪装”。因为对于牛牛来说,忘记一个人是艰难的,还不如把思念的精力转移到工作、娱乐上来,不让自己有空余的时间去想那段感情反面更好。

【失恋後记】金牛座会抱头痛哭 << seriously, I only will do this, haha...

actually, there are still a lot accurate one, I lazy to copy & paste. hehe..

Monday, October 25, 2010

25 Oct 2010

Seriously, I didn't know how to do the maths, I guess I'll failure again!

Alright, somehow, I'm quite blur today since the morning. I had gastric during the maths paper, sweating~ It was seriously pain! Anyway, I had tried to answer the questions too, and then had my breakfast-nasi lemak. x.x I only ate a little, really couldn't stand anymore, it was getting serious. Thus, I had no choice to eat my cookies.

Without taking a nap, I went to tuition, then I didn't know what I did at the moment, blur~ I was blur was not due to I couldn't understand, but I was somehow the spirit was not there.

The irritate matter was my 2nd sister turned on her speaker louder when I was sleeping and it only passed about 20 minutes. It was fine, I hoped to continue sleeping, yet the someone called her, it made noise!!!! Ahh~ I planed to sleep one hour! x.x

The CNY has about 2-3 months, but now everyone keep talking about it. =.-" Hmm.. I seldom hear this topic during Oct.

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Luckily, she taught, counselor & told me, or else I guess I'd don't know what should I do.
Well, it is true that she becomes mature after this.

*Appreciate* ^^

Sunday, October 24, 2010

24 oct 2010

终于,不能顶了,去penang什么都不用再想!

姐夫突然说要去吃laksa,二姐就说:“我和妹还有xx(我)共司就可以了。”
我:“三个人一起吃什么?”
“吃laksa啦!”
重复我的问题,结果,她们:“你是在想谁?你的boy?”
==我的意思是,不够吃啦!
今天终于吃到了我想了很久的-laksa!!哈哈~

妹今天又吵着要去autocity,昨天才去而已。但是他们只去了15分钟。
大姐女儿:“我也要去,我脚痛而已嘛没什么的啦!”
==刚刚才去shopping而已,还要走。。
*最后还是没去。

过后,去载大姐的儿子,结果他一上车就说了很经典的话:“小姨,你的头发哪里美?!你包tuala hor?” 笑到爆!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~