My desire & lately

I guess maybe I'm the person lack of a sense of security, since sometimes I'll lose the direction even just for a small and stupid matter. I really desire to have a good sense of security.

Perhaps, you'd think why I'd like to think so much, considering the nonsense until fall into a cave. Well, I somehow I'd easily feel anxiously.

I've tried to don't think nonsense, yet sometimes it would fail, especially during the exams while facing the stress.

This is the main thing I desire and also the main reason why you don't know what I'm thinking about sometimes.

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Seriously, I won't really dislike him last time and now too, however, U7 friends quite hate him.
Nonetheless, he said something to destroy my sense of self-esteem, maybe that's good since he stimulated me. He'll regret what he had said.

Alright, as I only want to live in peace, I hide and keep my desire, just try to don't stimulate and burn me.

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I don't know why Looi is kinda bad lately, she is even worst than Shin now. =.-"

Keeping on bullying me since yesterday, but somehow her bullies are alike the jokes for me, hahaa~ When her mockery words combine with her acts, there are perfectly could make me laugh, that's fun indeed, especially when she figures out what other people's talks.

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haha.. I just read a note click here

*quiet agree with >>

金牛的伪装：忙碌

失恋的牛牛通常会把自己的日程表安排得满满的，加班、出游、回家陪父母是牛牛在失恋期最好的“伪装”。因为对于牛牛来说，忘记一个人是艰难的，还不如把思念的精力转移到工作、娱乐上来，不让自己有空余的时间去想那段感情反面更好。

【失恋後记】金牛座会抱头痛哭 << seriously, I only will do this, haha...

actually, there are still a lot accurate one, I lazy to copy & paste. hehe..