昨天好遥远哦

*******Farewell*****

Today is farewell for Elaine also. Well, hence, I was very busy today. I got to download many programs and replied my friends' message. Eh, I stopped that crap with them.

I almost to cry when thought about my mum's actions while on the way to Sunway. I appreciated and apologized that I need Jocelyn's dad came my house to fetch me go, sighs. I saw my aunt (五姑) looked at me when I was opening the door of car. I was thinking of... "na.. na..na.. Blek!!" LOL, something wrong with me, why I thought that, LOL. Uh, I never like her!

We'd very high while sang K. Dancing, jumping, singing, talking, getting high, getting mad..... We had took some videos and photos there, hehe~ Pn.Neoh came with us also, she didn't sing, haha, just sang "客人来看爸爸", LOL. She couldn't organized me at the beginning, haha~ Despite, I didn't have a talk with her, I kinda happy she could join as I miss her too, hehe~ Mei was crying while sang the song, uh, I was about to cry also. Surely, I tried to control the tears and I didn't look at Elaine, I'd fear to cry and so I just put my hand on her shoulders.

Thanks for Yang to fetch me back, I knew 顺路，but appreciate also. Sighs... I was about to sleep on the way to back home, haha~ *Waffle*

Anyway, it was a fun day and a tire day for me.

********Home********

Sorry that I was getting anger just now when I backed home, the way I talked with mum and sister. I was very hungry and you told me that, causing I headache.

Actually, I've no choice to follow what my family said just now, study Form 6! Well, I didn't want study Form 6, just dislike it.

My family is... what my 2nd sister said, we need to follow. Let's see this example. She said study Tarc, oh, then it's okay, I could accept it since I didn't want study Form 6. Besides, other family especially mum would support what she say and always. Therefore, mum forced me to study Tarc. Okay, I did the data and searched it from internet.

Just now, my 2nd sister said study Form 6. She changed and so mum changed. Again, mum say she won't force me, but.... listen, the god+ghost was behind to talk. Hence, mum follows her words also. Anyway, the result is... I need to follow what the god+ghost. I just hate it... but, I haven't choice.

I'm just going to the hell. I knew they're for my own good, but I hate people sometime say this, later change again!

Alright, calm down now, whatever.... all the same choices.

Mum just went to help me taking lessen, yeah! I got it, hehe~ I thought I'll get it tomorrow. ^^

sorry mum

I took my result this morning. In fact, I didn't want go early and stay too long at there, due to somethings, so I had to do so.

Candidly, I had a well prepare to face my result. I knew it'd be worst, I knew I'd let my family get disappointment and I'd get scold from them. Honestly, I hadn't any feelings like nervous my result anymore, I knew my standard, it won't drop and raise in SPM.

Well, uh, I asked Yang fetched me back. But, he turned the wrong way, so we planned to go Perfect Ice first. Alright, he said want to come my house to see laptop, yet, finally he didn't.

Mum, " Why he didn't want to see the laptop?"

I answered, " He looks doesn't has mood to see."

And so, my mum called her mum, "Yang doesn't want to see the laptop. Beside, you don't give too much stress for him. Later, you need to smile to face him, don't blame him, trying to comfort him yar. You can't give too much stress for him."

I was very surprised to hear it, it was from my mum's mouth. After she picked up the phone, I said, "Mum, this year got two people got 9As, the maximum one." (I wanted to continue to say) Yet, she said, "You can go in Form 6 is enough already. Don't think too much." I hushed and thought, "She is my mum??" I felt touch when heard it and I wanted to cry as those words. I didn't feel sad to my result, but I felt touch with her words. I knew she did the same way like she told my aunt (Yang's mum).

I thought she'd scold me... Perhaps, it's better if she scold or hit me like usual I got bad result. This is the first time she said so, I feel I'm useless and hate myself. Why mum want to give me comfort? But why not I gave her happiness and let her proud?

Sorry mum.

10 Feb 2010

I don't know that I could get my laptop in a short period. Well, I needn't to wait for them to let me play now especially at night! I should thanks my dad. Hehe~ Alright, he said I need to return the money after I work.

Yesterday, I had my car test. The first family member to know me pass was my eldest sister, of course, she brought me back. She was excited than me, "Yeah~" so loud in the phone and her younger son also. zzz.. Her son didn't know what her mum yeah about. =.="

Alright, my sister cheated mum that I failure, do you know what's her respond??

Mum, " wa diao zai, yi ji kuan lang tien diao failure.... " [hokien] She said a lots, looked down me!!!

I, "lu ga failure. wo pass liao lo.. er jie cai failure, ta yi qian failure parking, zuo tian hai xiao wo, jiang wo yi ding failure" [sorry, this laptop couldn't type chinese]

Zzz.. Luckily, I wasn't failure, otherwise they all sure would laugh me! I've to thanks my brother in law, eldest sister and younger sister as they supported me. ^^ Especially my brother in law taught me to drive.

When my dad back home, mum told him, " lu eh za bo kia ko tiok qia lessen liao." I laid on my brother's bed with the door closed and they were at kitchen.

Dad, " wa, hia gao ar. da dao kiu wa zai, ji bai ai kiu yi zai wo qi jia KFC liao, ai kiu yi qiang liao. kiu mo.." hate this name, zzz, but, I was laughing in the room also as he praise me.

***Actually, it might be a long blog, but I haven't mood to continue.