The tearS

I don't know whatever I'm too weak or too funny, yet I could tell you frankly I don't want to be a weak person.

I had my thoughts, imagines and ... to them while doing some work this morning at school. I was upset for everything, nothing serious matters happened on me today. I feel fake. Well, sometime I'd feel like this since Form 6 and I don't want to let myself cry because of this again, thinking of I'll get use to it.

She told me something just now, feeling bad. I've a look for its details, so the worst feeling is getting stronger inside my heart as I understand her feelings. As a outsider who don't involve them, somehow, I understand her feelings since I was almost like her before, but I wasn't as serious as her. Honestly, as a friend what I should say, I've told.

Then, I try to stand on her conditions to think because she is my best friend, I feel.. I think.. Honestly, I'm sorry since I couldn't help you all any thing and I don't know what should I say to you also and comfort you.

I'm tearing..

LOL.. It seem like is not a big problem [the feel which I've today at school]
It is totally non of my business...

But... I'm crying... *I know I'm silly, I dislike this kind of me also, too weak...*