Grief

sigh.. my space couldn't work recently, I did write here.

well, I feel like want to vomit now.
I feel want to cry.
No, you're pretending, I hate you now!
you pretend to treat me nice...

and you want my things?
everythings from me?
You want take my times, friends, heart, mind, happiness....
If you want it, tell me, I give you all!
I can don't want all of them...
I can lost all of that!
But, can you don't use this way to hurt me?
It isn't the way to make me become mature!

It won't! This challenging is useless...
I might give up everything now!
I let you be the winner, okay?
You feel happy to steal of that from me, right?
I give you, just need you say you want that!
Needn't use the hell ways to kill me.

One thing that you couldn't steal is my family.
Yeah, come to steal my sisters, brothers, dad and mum la!
If you really got this kind of ability, come to steal them!

Take my things, it couldn't replace your happy.
YOU'RE DEMON! HATE YOU VERY MUCH!
YOU'RE NOT THE GOD, BUT DEMON!
YOU SHOULD BE THE DEMON!