Yang

This blog will seem like very lame, maybe. I want to write about one person, your friend-Chiang Shy Yang, my cousin. Erm.. I admit I hate his mum since I was a kid. But, I didn't hate him anymore until today, just maybe will feels he will stand to his mum side, so ...
Alright, I wanna know when I start didn't talk with him and even want to talk with him, I got no dare too. The memory that younger than this, I was can't remember. But, I remember last time I always went to his house, and played with his sister. His sister and me always cycle around, surely I need to lend bicycle from him. Nevertheless, I don't know why I felt timid to talk with him, so when I want lend bicycle from him, I would ask his sister-Qi to help me.
Unfortunatelly, once, Qi said that she don't want help to say already since she helped me always! I said help me,please! I don't know what's going wrong with her, she said:" if you don't say it youself to my brother, I don't want to wait you already!" "Hey, Qi! Qi...", she really don't care for me! I hadn't choice and loud at outside (I was at outside), Yang lend me bicycle! I don't care he want lend or not, I was cycling it, he was never reject wor. After that, Qi told me that Yang said me ... erm... I forgot already, but I guess maybe about I no dare to lend bicycle from him.
I didn't know how to face him while he became my classmate since Form 2! I don't know need to treat him as classmate or friend or cousin? I still remember, that new year, he sat beside me when they gambled, I just looked them played. Our cousin who eldest than both of us wasn't there, so we were the eldest one at there.Hence, what we said other cousins should follow too. Haha.. At that time, I thought he is my cousin, but how come a cousin never chat with me in class? No idea, no answer. I was kept looking at them.
It's happened at this two month. Once, I wore the same clothe as Yang, FOo came to make joke with us. I didn't know what I surpose to say, but Yang voiced out:" We are cousin, so..." this word "we are cousin"? Beside this, he sit beside me while exam, and Kang Huai knew it, he came to ask the idiot question and made the crazy joke too. Yang voiced out we are cousin again.
This make me feel, we are cousin, we have the same blood. But, isn't our relative like cousin? I don't think so. This relationship make us like cousin, but seem like not;look like is classmate, seem like not; seem like friend, but not too. What kind of relationship we are?? I don't know.
For me, he is my cousin and my eldest brother, I wish every cousins (boys, men)who eldest than me are my brothers too since I hadn't brother. Well, sisters? Needn't already I got a lot! haha...