ruins

I don't know why there are some of them are insane, always getting mad at a sudden.

I don't know why she can't just forget the pass.

Filial obedience,

we're not that cold-blood people, but we know if we go, we done the filial obedience. Yet we might get scold from the both sides people. & She would definitely get mad again.

What about if we didn't go? That side of people came to scold us also, well, we go or not, they'd scold us also. Nonetheless, at least she won't scold us & won't get mad. Hence, it is better we don't go. Later if anything happen, then our fault again.

We had already chosen since few years ago, both are lovely one, and we had to choose one.

Nobody even called us or told us, & suddenly went back home, we got scold. Suddenly, the fighting show as a movie again.

Why it is so difficult to stop all of that?

Why can't be just peace?

I hope to move, I rather move to the small house there which is far away from here!!!

I rather sleep at a small room, a small space.

I WISH TO MOVE!

Still be here, there will have infinity fights.

I couldn't sleep well at all!! I fear until I'd shear.

The tears dropped. I think I'll have few days night mare again.

I'm extremely tire & even talk also.

Gods, I beg you, please stop the fight.

*He is fine now, even can scold people in this morning. ==

grandpa

I know he is sick for weeks.

& he is weird & sometimes would kinda childish & easily angry.

He didn't even want to see a doctor, he dislikes.

Perhaps, he isn't a good one, but he is the only one my lovely grandpa forever, no matter what he did.

I don't know what to do.

I know he is old now, 8+ something, I can't expect he'd have many ten more years.

Anyway, I only wish and desire he'll be well soon.

visit to hers hostel

Our first station were BM to having our lunch there. Then, we on the way to Penang, we were waiting in the traffic jam for quite a long time, I was so sleepy & hot at that moment.

Girls, always non-stopped to talk, haha, so there wasn't bore at all. However, the radio wasn't function well & the journey was pretty long too. Of course, we had our jokes, talking about the old time we had together. I found that we would like to talk about the old time lately, it's like only a gang of "old" people like to mention about.

Finally, we reached their hostel, some of them played their laptops, notebooks or chatted. Huey sudden had an idea to hide into Jocelyn's room, she always had this idea to shock people. =.-" Anyway, we were hiding there & shocked her, Mei was quite fun to hide beside her bed. LOL. Of course, we succeed. Ai wei helped them to paint the nails & while I was lying on Jocelyn's bed with her & "slept", haha.

We had our dinner together, with a whole big gang of girls!!! We met Alex with his friends there too. The last station was Tutti Frutti, it tasted special & nice, but it is quite expensive too.

Gonna said bye bye & I found that Jocelyn's expression was so funny, xD know you'd miss us, hahaha.

In the car, Yean Nee talked about how we first met, if she didn't say, I really almost forgot it. We knew each other at a tuition centre during primary school & she sat beside me, we were quite close at the tuition.