Friday, July 30, 2010

Thursday & Friday

Finally, everything was settled and now maybe just leave one.

I hung out with Wooi Ling, Ley, Theng, Cheng and Darwin on Thursday. Somehow, I had the mood to hang out with them, yet unfortunately Keh Shin didn't go with us.

Wooi Ling was so cool since the twins' mother didn't allow them to go out, but she went to their house and "force" their mum to permit! Waiting for Darwin inside the car, there was so hot, you know? I knew it wasn't his fault. Nevertheless, Wooi Ling was almost getting mad to him, luckily, he did SMS to her and gave her reasons.

Before watching the movie "Sot", no, it should be "Salt", we had our Sakae. Hmm.. It was my first time to step in Sakae, xD. I felt sleepy in the cinema, even though, the movie was running nervously. On the way taking the car, I chatted with Darwin for awhile, he really had forgotten me. Anyway, it is great to meet an old friend, he is so talkative. LOL.

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It is always a tiredness Friday, so yesterday too.

We had our long meeting until 2.15p.m, perhaps, he could talk faster and shorted the repeating part. Sighs. Hence, some of us, including me was rushing like a crazy going to tuition which would start at 3p.m. I was totally tire and sleepy as what Shin said, I only hoped the time passed as fast as possible, so that I could back home and took my nap. Nonetheless, the time was passing slowly.

I got my nap after home, sleeping until near 10p.m, they came and I knew it was the party time! My nephew's birthday yesterday, he was very excited, having the cake and KFC as well. Oh yeah, we celebrated nephew and brother's birthday together last night since today is my brother's birthday, it is easier for us. Hehehe~

I only online for a few minutes, sleeping time was tilled for me. Yea, as I said, I was very tire last night and so I slept until this morning, feeling good since I had been long time haven't charge myself. xD

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my cute nephew (Siang), dearest brother and Looi! ^.-

Monday, July 26, 2010

他们。。

向来都讨厌他们的,我没必要按着良心说我喜欢他们!小的时候就真的很喜欢他们啦,现在只有讨厌!就只有他最好。。

如果只是邻居那该有多好!
如果是关系很好的亲人那该有多好!
可是,偏偏两者都不是!

所以,真的很尴尬,很为难。

我们井水不犯河水,就算住在同一土地上。。

我真得很怕像吵架的事情发生,还好。。今天我们并没有为了这个而吵架!

我站在那里,我自己也不知道要说什么,要做什么。。我只是在害怕,在准备如果他们真得太过分,而我们真得吵架了。。我会跟他们吵,真的不是为了一个外人,而是本小姐忍他们很久了!我绝对不会再傻傻的站在那里哭,我说过我会发疯!

那么多年来,我容忍。。
他们的搬弄是非,
他们的瞧不起,
他们害我失去我很多,
让我失去一个和平开心的大家庭,
让我活在恐惧中,
让我差点失去我生命中最重要的家人,
害我活在眼泪里和提心吊胆的生活里。。

我真的没办法再忍受了。。

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真的很奇怪,就是因为我们因该是很亲的家人,所以彼此的怨恨却比对任何人还要多。。
就是因为虽然我真的不想承认他们是我的家人,但我对他们依然还有一种我拼命想切断的关系,却怎么也切断不了。。
偶尔不生气的时候,会很怀念跟他们在一起的时光。。
对他们的那份爱依然存在内心深处,只是它似乎被太多的怨恨给包围了,让我看不清楚,更不想看清楚。。

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Depress ar!

Why everything come at the same time?

I don't know what is my mood now.

Honestly, I didn't mind who is my partner to be MC, it is not the main point, yet the main point is everyone say my voice is small and I dislike to talk so much. Furthermore, I should use either eng or Malay to talk and I sure will laugh at the stage!

Last night, I saw something, I really feel hate! Then, I angry because he took that matter to be a joke!

The another he did something which I really couldn't accept! He caused I got disturb!

OMG.. now, I received a message from Huat, BH asked us all of us think one theme, OMG! what the hell la!
I really want to scold people and I want to shout people! Homework, no mood to do anymore! Now, need to prepare the party again!! Job, homework, stupid thing, disturb... all just kill me nia!