Finally, I achieved my dream!

Hey, get a motor and car lessen are my dreams, lol. Perhaps, you'll think that are lame dreams. Yet, for me, a person who always need to wait for my parents for long time and always, I'd hope to ride or drive myself! You won't know how hard to ask them fetch me and you won't know how fear when I waited them alone after tuitions in the darkness!!! No more, I promised myself!!

Ahh~ I got my car test today, just now well. I had few days couldn't sleep until 2am, yeah, last night also!! My 2nd sister, she laughed me and said I'll failure! Hey, girl, when you see I drive? How you know I'll? And, who was the one failure parking??

I prayed before went out, like I did when motor test. This time, I brought along two matters, somethings like charms, one from Kek Lok Si, I bring it everyday as usual I did. My mum asked me can't give other, but you know what I did after that? LOL, tell later. Eh, another one is my grandma's, sighs, hard to explain, anyway, it can let us "ping an", but I believe it can bring me luck, so I brought it.

I got 21, so soon was my turn. Gosh, the hand break is so hard to handled!!! I started to scare for hill as the hand break like that! Well, first time, the type wasn't arriving the line. Second time, beautiful, the tester asked me went before I wanted to put up my hand. Alright, the car mati twice time on the hill, gosh, I scared it'd fall back, I thought I'd failure this time! Yeah, the problem was my hand break, I couldn't put it down! Luckily, it didn't, thank gods & grandma!

I turned to do parking and 3 point turns. I didn't scare this two too much. Alright, trying to park my car as well. Honestly, I did some mistake while parking, the gears I always changed it wrongly since I was nervous. Then, 3 point turns, it was fine. I was surprised and excited when I saw I passed!!

Then, I had to wait for my turn to go road. Uh... I tried to check everything, actually, I didn't follow the steps like we did usual since my brain was blanked, I was trying my best to did. He asked, "You finished check all the matters?" Gosh, stupid girl, my safely belt!! Hehe~ luckily, he reminded, or else I 100% failure! Then, I u-turned and went to road C. Uh, road c? He didn't asked me to go which road, but I drove to road C, LOL. I was lucky that, there hadn't cars while need "beri laluan", 3 times no cars also, cool~ Hence, I could drove out straightly without stop, this was what I wish! The last time got cars, but I could did it well. I dislike stop, so I hope there would be no cars, hehe~ Alright, I could did it well, hehe~

I backed to IDI, Chean and Mei didn't out road yet. I was too hot, like just taking a bath and so I called my sister to fetch me. Suddenly, I remembered charms! Yup, so I thought, "Thanks grandma." Thinking again, should I lend one for Mei?? Eh, but mum said can't give others. Finally, I passed it to her, "When you pass just return me." Surely, I can't give grandma's matter for her, it'd useless for her. Well, I lend her as my mum won't know one, shh~ It's god thing, erm, lend few days is never mind one, I guess.. I don't want sell fish, haha~ She held it, but didn't look at it anymore, zzz, as she was talking with CW. Looking at the it, she said, "Thanks..." Hey, girl, it's a great thing, don't lost it, inside has "jing wen". I backed home early than them and blessed them before I left.

Finally, I got my motor lessen last year.. and soon I'll has my car lessen, I achieved my dreams!!! Yeah, I needn't to go IDI again, what a terrible place!!

I don't want go to the IDI anymore!!!

I always feel it's a horrible place. Of course, I dislike go there, including practical since Form 5.

Yeah, the first time I was there for teory. Then, I started my law test, motor practical... There were terrible days!! Everytime went there with nervous feelings. Sighs.. When motor pretest, sir still scolded me, why my break hadn't sound and a lots. But, I passed also. I had extra practical until the test came around, sir scolded me and asked me seeing other did. >.< Trying did perfect at the motor test, yes, I passed. I didn't even look at the paper, passing it to another sir. He asked, "failure?" While he looked at my paper, it showed pass! He said, "You passed already, but why you look sad??" LOL.. I was too scare until he thought I sad!! I just had a simply smile to him. Okay, I'd scare I would failure, but I won't sad due to it.

This year, I had my car practical there again. The first time and first day I drove, getting scold from sir!!! What's the hell?? It was my first time to drive, okay? The next practical, I wasn't well done anymore. Everytime had my practical with nervous!! I'd always got scold from sir also, sadly. Sometime, he'd praise also, but sometime he'd scold me. Pretest... the sir simply gave everyone passed and I got scold that day also!! Gosh, tomorrow car test!! God, please bless and help me!!!!!!! I don't want go there again!! No even a practical or test, I want free from there!!!!!!!!! Please, bless me, god!!

The reasons

Sighs... I couldn't find any reasons for myself to continue to talk. Candidly, I don't know what should I say to you.

First, I feel it's bore and no other topics to talk with you.

Second, I lazy to talk.

Third, I don't want to talk with you.

Fourth, I always asked myself why should I??

Well, I really couldn't find any reasons to talk with you anymore, no topics, just answering your lame questions??

Anyway, these few days I'll busy on my stuff, my days are full. Therefore, I can't even talk nonsenses so much with you.