[homesick]

I was terrible sick last few days at uni, tiring and suffering me at there.
Well, I got gastric again when I took medicines, it was dying indeed since I couldn't have something which can warm my stomach well, not even a porridge! (I got my  porridge just now at Kwang Hwa there, damn nice. I miss it so much when I sick there!!)
After I ate many days nestern there, I bought the rice there.
Seriously, I couldn't finish it since I felt to vomit out.
Hmm..The thing that I felt irritate was the doctor there!!!
You know what, she didn't want to give me MC, what the hell~!!!!!!!!!!!

Luckily, my parents came to fetch me back on Fri night.
I got the 1st hot food at BW! It made me felt much more better!!
At Perlis, I think it is raining for about 3 weeks there, where to dry the clothes after we washed??! >.<
Nonetheless, I sick this week, & I didn't have so much energy to wash clothes, therefore I left it beside until my parents said they wanted to fetch me back. Hehehe...
I think I didn't wash clothes for about one week, hahahaa...

Thank god that I could back home, otherwise I won't think my illness will be cured.
Some of friends said, "You're homesick la... is not sick..." haha...
Alright, I think it was due to I walked under the rain & due to the whether there.

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I  have my mooncake day at BW this year again, but I didn't have BBQ party at my home this year.
I remember that my friends would keep noising me to do it, but just left few of them rather to clean for me.
I really enjoyed it, although it was  tired.

At previous years, we'd have some tanglung competition here, yet I couldn't find it here today. Why?
hmm.. I didn't go to auto city today, but "dou mu gong" I went there, just have some food there.

I found that Penang people if go to other state will just miss the FOOD here. hahaha...
Well, I want to say that, I'm proud & happy that I born here & grow up here with so many delicious foods. xD
We're blessed that we got 24hrs yummy food here. haha..

BUT so sadly :-( I gonna leave here tomorrow again!

see you & bye bye, my lovely home, hometown, family & friends (however, I didn't meet you guys these days.) .

Uni life

I'm dying... I wish I could needn't to study anymore.
What a terrible Uni life?!

There are many insects, such as spiders & cockroaches all around the hostel. OMG~
Besides, I wonder where the dust come from, even though we've closed all the windows & door.
You know what, I put one cup of water on table & without cover it, & I just walked away for a few min, then there were something "dots" inside. >.<
& my clothes, I wonder why after I washed, it still couldn't very dry & clean (have some dust when I dry) ...
I wonder after these days,what my table & the living room gonna be??!
Hmm..my housemates are so... sighs...

The most special one is we need to go campus by bus, & our campuses are around the whole Perlis.
That's why people says, "Unimap=Perlis, Perlis=Unimap."
Okay, let's talk about the bus.
We need to go to wait bus before 1.5-2hrs before the class start, so you can imagine that if we've class at the early morning, we've to wake up very early & "grab" the bath room.
Luckily, I didn't have class at 8am at this Sem yet.
What I learn from there is ... sleep on the bus!!! Gosh, I couldn't sleep on bus last time, but now I can.
Well, the bus sometimes won't come on time, so we've to early lo.....
And, IF you go with a wrong bus, then congrat you, lolx, you sure gonna be late even you come out 1.5hrs before to wait the bus.
I'm seriously tire to "naik" bus~

I wish I could REALLY move to a totally new hostel next year.

Can I don't want to study?? yoy,..

be nothing

I don't know why everytime when I talk there is nobody listen to me.
This problem occur since I was a kid until today.
Is fine they didn't listen me.
Then, as long as I become much more quiet & dislike to talk & share so much.
Since I'm tire, really really really very tire.

Happiness, sadness, problems, the things I want, my thoughts...
Just keep inside.

Then, when the people around realise something wrong about me, that's too late.

Don't ask me, "Why you dislike to talk? Why you didn't answer me?..."
There is no point to ask you because I'd never say out the reasons.


1st time, 2nd time, 3rd time & there might have the 4th time I repeat.
But after that no more even when the case really happen when I told or just about to happen.

When some problems happen as I remind before, I won't say anything again.
I wish to prevent, but it is what you WANT.
The result, the ending you want.

I knew I'm not lovely, not even cute, pretty & vivid.
I don't mind I to be continue in this kind of life, I just don't understand why I'm still survive.
Perhaps, I'm not suppose to be here.