叛逆-[我的叛逆]

不知道为什么看了那篇blog后会觉得心痛，也让我想到当年自己的叛逆。认为这个几乎是每个人都在跟我作对。妈咪偏心，不爱我；妹妹老是陷害我，还我被骂被打，其实我真的是被他陷害。爸爸整天说我是笨蛋，哈哈，因为我读最后第二班嘛。大姐，二姐还好，他们年龄跟我差很远，也没那么幼稚跟我争什么。我承认，我从小到大最疼的是我弟弟，而不是妹妹，so,没什么好投诉他的。

叛逆到什么程度？讲出来没人会相信吧？总之，曾经叛逆到出言伤害妈咪，她哭了；叛逆到被妈咪罚跪在神的面前几个小时，好像闭门思过哦，可是当时的自己会思过吗，不会，认为错的都是对方；叛逆到妈咪要用火来烧我的嘴，很难想象吧，看我静静的。。哈哈~ 老实说，当时我已发脾气什么话都能说得出来，很直接的骂她偏心，只是一句“你很偏心！”，就足以伤害母亲了，也是那么一句，常常让我受那些惩罚。曾想过离家出走，可是一个11岁的我能去哪里？？

是二姐并没放弃的开导，跟我说了很多也解释了很多，渐渐的我才明白自己错了。那态度，语气，言语太过分了！之后的我变得更不爱说话，就是现在我，不论在学校还是家里都一样。

小学六年级，

老师会说：“她很静咯，要active点。”

妈咪：“是吗？她在家我讲一句，她顶我十句！” （这是事实）

中学Form 1，

Cikgu, "Dia terlalu diam, di rumah macam inikah?"

妈咪：“ Dia di rumah juga macam ini, tak suka cakap." (有被吓到，原来自己无形间变成了tak suka cakap)

是啊，不说话，不顶嘴，就不会被罚了。而且渐渐的我真的没什么话好说。现在还好，没那么静了，但并不表示我很吵哦！

The Information of Farewell

We talked about many other topics, finally our discussion got result. >.<

Date: 11 March

Time: 6.00 p.m-10.00 p.m

Location: AMPS Square (KTV, Sunway Canival)

Footnote: Bring along your student card (Library card/ Tae Kwon Do card/ whatever card which can testify identity as a student). Has student card- RM 10.XX, hasn't student card-RM 18.XX

Who has interesting to join or has any questions..

For girls, please contract Huey.

For guys, please contract Foo or Huat.

And, please, tell us if you can & want join us at this two days.

Thanks for cooperation.

An accidence

Looking at the sky, I thought I wouldn't see star. But, when I stepped out, I'd saw there were many stars on the sky, just without the moon. I was thinking on somethings while looking at them. The road was seem darkly and no cars passed through.

A guy cycled through BGM and there were two dogs chasing and barking him, he looked scare. How would I know since the day was dark? As I saw he tried to "take" up his legs. Then, another russet dog ran and wanted to cross the road to help his friends barking the guy. It was at the centre of road, and I'm not sure whatever it was my dog or neighbor's, I thought it was mine.

Suddenly, I heard car sound and the car drove in a fast speed!! I saw the dog couldn't escape the car, and the car didn't slow down anymore also! Dog was collided by the car, I really heard a large sound "bomb"!!!! The car didn't stop or slow down anymore, but drove away. I was shocked and scared, and I thought my dog was die. A few minutes, I just backed, my soul.

At the same time, I didn't feel sad to lose it, I only pity it. Yup, honestly, I don't so like it, sometime it'd bark me also and shocked me always! But, I can't deny that sometime I'd miss it when I went traveling. I imagined, if that wasn't a dog, but a people, it'd be very dangerous. And, I don't think that I can sleep after that.

I'd run back to home, telling my mum what did I see. Mum, sisters and I went out, my dog came near us, it was fine. I went to see, no a dog die also.

This morning, I saw my dog, it doesn't have any hurts, but its fur obviously collided by car. There was lucky that, the car collided it only, but didn't grind over it.