No waiting, no wasting. No pay, no sad. Right?

Hmm.. I don't know what's wrong with myself last night when spoke english, hahaha~ Anyway, shame indeed.

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I hope that it will get out from my mind, trying to chase off it all the time, but, I found that it's hard!

It's shown it is truth memories

The song here...

The files here...

The blogs here...

The photos and pictures here...

The memories...

My brain...

My breathe...

My heart beat...

After you wake up from a dream, that's no footprint there, but there have footprint, it is shown, this is true.

Therefore, it can't let me think that it was only a dream and I can forget it easily.

Ahh~

I couldn't forget!

I expect just for something can back as before, it's already can gratify me.

What should I do?

I'm keep trying to forget it.

I barely to say I paid

My spiritual...

My time...

My money... (hmm.. kinda lame to mention this.. hahaha~)

My energy...

My tears...

My heart...

My feelings... (happiness and sadness)

My love...

But I earn nothing, except tears... Somehow, I'd rather to pay too, it's kinda silly, right? If there is no pay, isn't will not have any sadness and hurts there?

And, I'm still very missing and loving you now!! It's never changing! How I hope it will decrease!!!

I think I lose an opportunities... Perhaps, it's good to lose it since it's not suit indeed.

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I just know it can edit become purple too... hahaha... as below.