11 Feb 2010

First, I finished reading two novels yesterday. I wasn't free yesterday because I had to car practical at the earlier morning until evening, I used 3 days to finish reading the part 1, yet I only used few hours to finish reading part 2. The novels were lent from Huey, I found that other type of novels are better than these two love novels, somehow I dislike it. The part 1 is extremely bored! Part 2 is okay, just can be accepted. It's touched, I felt like wanna to cry, but, of course, I didn't. I was kinda shocked by the novels due to some parts are so "yellow", should I say disgusting? Um.. Alright, my siblings especially the younger siblings, they'd read novels. Hence, they always asked, "Sis, what kind of novel it is? Nice? Can lend me?" Then, my mind will come out, "Oh no, I can't lend them especially younger sister." Finally, I'd reject them with the true reasons. Depends on the love novels are so "yellow", I guess I'm gonna read this kind of novel. >.<

I heard fireworks' thunder sounds at successive three night, I was shocked by the fireworks' many times. I want to know why they'd play the fireworks these few days? Isn't there has anything to celebrate? The fireworks are for Chinese New Year or Valentine Day?? Well, I didn't go out to see the mesmerizing fireworks, staying alone in my quiet room. York, I'd very excited to run out my house seeing those breathtaking fireworks, but now I'm only will stay in room, I rather to stay at my room lonely to reading novels and thinking, yeah, I would like thinking in my room, but not dreaming, it's difference between thinking and dreaming. Since I'm feeling bore to see those same "flowers" of fireworks and I haven't interesting to it anymore.

Playing songs by using my handphone, every time I'm hearing songs in my room, then it's meant I'm not happy. During the exams time, I'd do so too, to let myself spilled out those stresses. Yeah, I'd cry while hearing some songs, so then my stresses and sadness would be spilled out. Despite, I wouldn't cry all the time listen to songs, it's my way to let myself can't hear anything from other houses or rooms, so that I could calm down. Dad was nagging a lots last night, sighs, I was so down when hear it. Although, it's just a common case which would happen to my family every year during this time, "this time" meant before CNY, before we had out "Tuan Yuan Fan". Yup, we have to solve the same problems each year, melting the hot ices. I don't want to say what'd happen, but I just wanna to say I closed myself in room, using my way to allow myself calm down.

I slept after I finished reading those novels. There was about 7.10a.m, 2nd sister woke me up, um, I don't what she said. But, I continues to sleep. Near 9.00a.m, mum talked to me again, but I don't know what she said, falling to sleep again. I was so tire?? No, actually, but somehow just felt very sleepy. I guess she woke me up to help her prepared to pray. 10.00a.m, she knocked my door again, "Have gums?". Yeah, I could hear what she said this time, but I still hadn't any responds to her, closing my eyes hope to sleep again. Yet, 10.15a.m, she knocked my door again and said, "Ah Feng, wake up, pray your 3rd sister! Mei, it's too late now, don't sleep already, wake up!" This time, I quickly woke up, she said again, " Brush your teeth first." Of course, I knew I should do that at first. Hmm.. Want to pray sister, I surely would wake up quickly, I'd do it every time. My whole brain was still blur, dad shouted, "Cao, help me to look for the printer." (Later, I'm brushing my teeth.)

I guess I was still in dreaming, mum passed "xiang" for me, saying without sound in heart [those words which I use to say when praying, but this time the steps were wrong!! I said, " Bless...." Gosh, I should asked them to "eat" first! Ai ya, sorry. Don't mind already!" Therefore, this time the words [台词] was from blessing first, then just invite them to "eat". xD Looking for the printer, um.. I guess it was due to they press so much time to print, but I don't know how to solve it. Mum "po bui" to see whatever they finished "eating" or not. I guess they "said no", lol, then mum, "Ah Feng, go to ask them finish "eating" or not." Eh~ It showed "yes" while I asked them. >.<>

Then, I saw Yang drove car to fetch her mum came. He, "二姨，二姨丈". I was dreaming for a while, then just said, "小姨". Hehe~ I seem like hadn't wake up yet at the moment, yeah, every morning I'll be like that. But, actually, I wasn't continue to dream and I'll forget what I'd dreamt last night. But just when wake up, I'll blur like that.

11 Feb to 12 Feb morning (today)