I’m not the first days know you all, what you all in thinking in fact I knew just I don’t want mention it! Some time you hurt me without you known!
I admit I easily get jealous, I want enter on all of you and I easily harbor suspicious. No matter how you all mention me, I’m like that! I some time I jealous to Mei, but I didn’t hate her, she is my friend since form 1 and I never become her friend due to want her teach me home works or whatever. I just want to be her friend, I can say it louder I didn’t as other treat her just due to she is good in study, want her teach some things!!
Every time, want go to shopping watching movie and playing, some of the people will see whet ever Mei got go or not, if no they don’t want go and one by one don’t want go! If Mei want to go most of the people will want to go! And some of them will use one reason “less people go, so I don’t want go already!”, why you don’t say because she didn’t go so you don’t want go? If Mei got go, just three person including Mei just three people you all also can go, why some time left three people but no Mei inside one of you will don’t want go?
Some one used one reason “Let me see tomorrow newspaper see whet ever got the movie that I want to watch or not”, hmm, don’t be pretence, I knew you don’t want go because she don’t want go. Why when Mei confirm she can go you never say that you want see newspapers?
I’m not a thick face person, my face very thin only. So, some time you asked me at the last minutes to go shopping as last time asked me and later you all want go already, I will avoid, because inform me at the last minutes can let me feel you don’t want me go, or you forgot me! 我是个有个性的人，不是你们要我怎样我就要怎样的！
As just now I heard you all mention about tomorrow go to shopping, I asked one of you, and your eyes looked at another person who organize this and say yup. Then, I will keep my mouth shut, I will not say that I want to go, because you all never ask me, I’m not thick face too. At the moment I can know may be the one who she looking for doesn’t want me go. Even you asked me at that time I also will avoid you, because seem like depends on I knew it, hence you ask me!
After I back home, just ask other sms to me and inform me go? What’s your meaning? You will afraid I angry too? If depends on afraid I get hot with it and just inform me, and then I can say needn’t, “thanks”! Hmm, girls, now I know your real! 朋友少你不少，多你不多啦，谁稀罕？更何况，我跟你不是很熟而已，我也不是很喜欢而已，下次有话才讲，没话就安静，过客。。you are the one of them…
28 comments:
sighs....that's what i always feel...
I really agree what u had said about for this...
It's been a lot of time i'm pretending for this alr...
Commonly,for last minute who inform me,I will reject.
Jealous....I'm jealous for frenz...but am i crazy?....i dunno....sighs...heehee...
过客....really lor,i always be the one...
but ar,sometimes they always think about u more than....
For Clover,I also agree what u said....but for me,she always don't wanna care people de....so,i'm really hate that like i'm extra or invisible.....
angry...angry....hate..hate....at last I will feel "xin luan".....Idiot me...sighs...
if let me feel that there's no choice or just bcs i'm beside only ask me wanna to go....commonly,i will...
不要这样为难来叫我....
So,for Penang,I told u the first one lor....hehe
I don't think jealous to find is crazy, I'm like that too..
but , you already is not the 过客 for me..
you want said they think about me than YOU?
erm.. I feel it also... but it got reason one, at least i with them than they with you..
clover? erm.. you all also feel she treat you all like this, sometime I saw it too, but i knew only Huey and me call her, she will not avoid...
i guess, because most of ppl like to call her and her this or that, so she feel bother gua...
and i got the long time didnt talk with her..
(no chance)
should see who organize to go .. like if Huey organize d we will call you go d, because i think she as me d ... treat everyone also nice d.. hehe
but if... other... i cant say liao lo
erm.. a lot of typing error at my comments
whatever....numb for all that....
i don't like to ask people help,but if really can't...
true frenz no need to say so much de...they know,they know....they dunno,they dunno....they care,they care....they don't care,they don't care....
& i hate like bcs 不好意思 so 顺便 ask me to....
I agree what you said too
but look like they all don't know.. +_+
they don't know what are their fact!
yup, totally dislike other treat me like that
sighs....sometimes i also dunno how to say....
i didn't hate them or what....but y must like that....sighs...
man , I see you , sorry , I saw you feeling angry while writing your essay , well ,this passage I meant . First of all , take a deep breath , easy ,easy , calm your head down ...and ...
Well, I agree that this kind of people are TRUELY exist . Yet , I seldom encounter this , I meant , perhaps I had been through it before , but , we guys seldom like this , we'll gather together and make dicision together sometimes we even wanna ask you girls to join .
Um, yea ,I think I'd been through it . Like recently , I couldn't get any chances to play while playing tennis with my friends ,cause I'm too noob , lol . So , I just quit . And I won't be playing with them anymore . But , i repeat ,but,we're still friends . Just one thing , I 'm little abhor that stupid guy , man , you know who is it ? Of course you know .
I don't know why ? Why they always follow the TOP student , why don't they be like themselves ? Well ,let's say sze mei doesn't want to go shopping , guess what she 'd do , for god sake , she might burning the stupid oil studying so diligently in the house . But , they , no , I guess they don't , they might be playing or perhaps having a good evening nap . I mean , what's the point of life if you, yourself don't have your own opinion but just folling others ?
Apparently , they might be thinking that " See, we're enjoying and sze mei is studying at home , better call her with us in order not to let her study . " C'mon , work isn't done in a day , she might be studying for everyday and everytime , who knows ?
Alright ,I'd like to conclude my points , if and only if you still think they're really your friends , be tolerate with them . If don't , just try to stay away from them , sorry ,man , actually , this isn't that serious . Just try to be like yourself , and let them know who you're and what you do and don't cause this is what a friend should know . That's why I always tell my best friend , Kc , um , maybe he is really my best friend , I told him what I like and what I don't like just as I encounter some situation . He's only the guy who can share my things ... and ...I always ask advice from him .
Friends huh ? So Complicated . But , Diana , frankly , do you really understand your friends ? Um... I guess not ... sometimes , you don't know what they 're thinking about and yet you just simply make a conclusion . Well , misunderstanding is a thing to make the friendship closer ...
of cause, after the matter Shueue Ley sms to ask me, I already wrote it, hence it's fresh and hot!!
yup, your words should tell them, but not to tell me or Jocelyn, because both of us don't like their act too...
some time i will tell Huey about their act, Huey is not one of them...
she always use positive thinking to let me don't to angry them
sigh, some time they will said Mei is their main character! hmm, I really want to faint! Everyone is the main character for themselves!!Don't you? if Mei is their main character, next time don't use ‘我' to call themselves, but use '你' or their own name to call themselves!!
of cause, I knew your matter about the tennis... haha.. I knew who is that too..
but, cw, do you know? they like to share their secret, their life kinda things with us, but not with Mei too...Mei really don't know their secret!!
我是很好的听众？！还是他们心事的垃圾桶？
而媚是很好的‘老师’？朋友？奉承的对象？
friendship is complicated.. sigh..
due to this blog was writted when I very angry, so some words may will let them angry too..
so, i change it at here.. if got chance they sure will see it..
i don't like fight and quarrel...
perhaps, I really don't understand them.. +_+
they make me find that humans' heart is "depth", I'm not what your all Idol "Edward" can read other's mind! It's quiet complicate!
you said some time you guys will call girls to join your talk, but seem like you all never call me to join, so grieve! +_+
lol.. I'm just joking, forget it...
yea , you know what , I was just afraid when ask you , you just keep quiet , then , it 'd be very embarassing . 还是他们心事的垃圾桶？ lol, this sentence very funny :-)
Well, I'm not Edward , I'm Jowy The GOd who can figure out what people's thought , lol , geng lerh ?? But sometimes it doesn't work for some people , perhaps he or she has the BooO power . O.O
To conclude , jerry ( neutral ) Elaine ( Acidic ) Sze Mei ( Catalyst or Substrate also can ), Me ( Jowy The God that Good at leaving comments ) and You ( enzymes that can easily dissolve by acidic substances ) LOL ... =.= sorry , craping again I was .
=.=" hey MAN,am I easily dissolve by acidic? I think me this enzymes will like to join with neutral, but no chance.. haha
when you asking me about what, i will not keep quiet,okay? maybe your question needn't me open my mouth to answer, maybe I'm not "at there"... haha... you don't know I like to dream?
are you learn it from Jackson the God?? I meant your "the God" ...
还是他们心事的垃圾桶？ erm... why everytime i write the sentenses with my "serious thinking" and you will feel funny?? but I was never feel fun! when I really make fun, you aren't feeling fun too... =.=" Isnt my joke got problem?
alright, if you really ask me, i will join too if I got point to say... haha
lol....
u nt say tat dun 1 others knw tat ur secret place...bt y u hav show ur blog link...
u oso care bout them isnt...if nt u wil nt hav tis all feeling wif them...因为在意他们而有。。。so wil fel anger...
i fel they all mayb paiseh 2 say out dun 1 go...or duno how 2 refuse us...so...lik tis lor...4 me nthg...bt 4 u ...
by:J3rry
bt da problem is where.... hav c their real...so ...ermmm
by:j3rry
I don't think that the busy Elaine will come to read this! Sze Mei very less to use computer one.. about Li Chean, she also...
I care about them? Perhaps, I'm, but now I don't like to talk much with them anymore!!!
They paisei to say out? I guess they don't want we know that they are the person who like that!! for you is nothing? haha.. I already said that you are more positive thinking than me!!
the problem at where? you didn't read those comments? I dislike their act too pretent and always 奉承 sze mei.. I hate that they didn't respect me!! their eyes only got Sze Mei!
They didn't put me in their mind, heart and eyes!!
oh i c da problem ald...
bt u wan giv them 2 explain anot...
cuz if u wan stil make frens wif them...then ...
if 1 make frens u knw la frens cant involved da problem...so shld solve tis problem...so u wan giv them a chances 2 explain anot... bt da important in my mind is u stil1 make frens wif them anot...
las time we always say 2gether 4ever...its nt vry easy bt nt tough 2...
bt i fel
nt ur fel is start frm when them din cal u or watever...din cal u 2 join them...tis is 祸端吧。。？？then 牵一发而动全身了。。
u means 'apple polish' i fel if ppl who got eyes can c oso...all ppl hav knw ald...
bt tis vry earlier hav ald...
then da reason is they din put u in their mind...ermm
my means is giv them ur link of tis blog...isnt u hav put in ur profile...bt i means send 4 them at instant msg...n cal them got wat fel or comment 1 2 say anot...
cuz if u din syok ppl oso shld let others knw tat u din syok him or her...
if nt juz sendiri tau saja...
duno la juz my suggestion ...cuz if 1 b fens 4ever frens...u cant anggap tis thing din happen...n they duno oso wats happen...
my conclusion is if wan stil make frens wif them then shld say out!!! n giv them explain...^^
UP 2 U...all wil b GUD
u knw anot actually i wan say out tis thing 4 theng...i wan ask 4 her thk...n comment bout tis...cuz las time she always ask me hav da person u hate...i say nup...then she say out which she hate...
nt las time i say 2 u 1...is lasyers she tel me 1...bout her bbsm...
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